tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-208609572011-08-17T14:37:06.000+08:00just my paradiseEvangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.comBlogger2331100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-4544173327633205762010-06-03T23:00:00.001+08:002010-06-03T23:02:08.135+08:00<span style="color:#ffff00;">bad services are to be condemn but good services are to be recognised.. i'm glad that i've been meeting really good service providers these 2 days.. [there is hope for singapore service standard!]</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;"></span><br /><strong><span style="color:#ffff00;">1st - NLB Helpdesk (Nur Azizah)</span></strong><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">I've reported that i'm unable to login to my bro's account via online to renew the books and she replied the next day solving the login issue and renewed my books for me! this is definitely going the extra mile :)</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;"></span><br /><strong><span style="color:#ffff00;">2nd - Starhub 1637 billing CS dept (i cant rem him name)</span></strong><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">He solved my billing issue almost immediately after i explained the whole story :)</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;"></span><br /><strong><span style="color:#ffff00;">3rd - Comfort / City cab taxi drive (don't know his name)</span></strong><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">He safekeep my walkie talkie and managed to communicate with me via walkie talkie after much tries.. (i believed it's his first time using the walkie talkie..) and he gone the extra mile to come to town to pass it to me even though he had already ended his shift (he didnt drive his taxi).. i've tried giving him $ as his petrol fee.. but he refused.. good man!</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">i'm really thankful for all these good services i've been receiving..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">it's been a long time since i compliment good services..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">ive been complaining most of the time.. haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">so.. they are really good :)</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-454417332763320576?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-39917414564845730172010-06-03T22:57:00.000+08:002010-06-03T22:59:03.700+08:00<span style="font-family: webdings; color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">bad services are to be condemn but good services are to be recognised.. i'm glad that i've been meeting really good service providers these 2 days.. [there is hope for singapore service standard!]</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: webdings; color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">1st - NLB Helpdesk (Nur Azizah)</span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings; color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">I've reported that i'm unable to login to my bro's account via online to renew the books and she replied the next day solving the login issue and renewed my books for me! this is definitely going the extra mile :)</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: webdings; color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">2nd - Starhub 1637 billing CS dept (i cant rem him name)</span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings; color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">He solved my billing issue almost immediately after i explained the whole story :)</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: webdings; color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">3rd - Comfort / City cab taxi drive (don't know his name)</span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings; color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">He safekeep my walkie talkie and managed to communicate with me via walkie talkie after much tries.. (i believed it's his first time using the walkie talkie..) and he gone the extra mile to come to town to pass it to me even though he had already ended his shift (he didnt drive his taxi).. i've tried giving him $ as his petrol fee.. but he refused.. good man!<br /><br />i'm really thankful for all these good services i've been receiving :)<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-3991741456484573017?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-45473799894901748612010-03-08T14:41:00.003+08:002010-03-08T14:43:18.378+08:00<span style="color:#cc33cc;">im happy with my unexpected result..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">though it's still unbelievable..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i still think it's pure luck..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">hmm..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">im hoping that i wont relax and will continue to strive...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">till exam...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">-jiayou-</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-4547379989490174861?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-85696624839956799792010-01-28T22:04:00.001+08:002010-01-28T22:08:32.856+08:00<span style="color:#999999;">this sem.. hon is busy with his assignments, tests and exams..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">while i'm busy with my assignments too..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">-haix-<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">but he still make time to pei me do my assignment..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">just that i did not make full use of the time..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#999999;">i'm angry with myself -.- haix..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-8569662483995679979?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-80357384296407388362010-01-05T16:58:00.003+08:002010-01-05T17:10:38.726+08:00<span style="color:#cc66cc;"><strong>Happy 2010!</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">Been such a long long time since i last blog...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">i guess im busy facebooking instead...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">Anyway, before the sch start on Thurs...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">i better update some happenings in the 1st sem...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">Firstly, i must thanks my dearest hon for always being there for me during almost all my projects in the first sem...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">he is just like another member in the grp..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">and im really glad..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">i know i ain't gonna be this lucky this sem cause your exams are coming -.-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">Secondly, im glad that i made some goodie friends in the uni life!</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">and i guess our favourite place is timbre though we only been there once together..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">thanks a million to our lovelie Eunice who almost fetch me &amp; cindy home everytime we have class together..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">-aww-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">i'm sad that we only have one module together next sem..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">let me think what else can i say abt 2009...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">well.. i had the best birthday celebrationSss...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">got the crumpler bag '4 million dollar home' which i've always wanted from my poly friends...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">sang K with another grp of poly friends...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">had hardrock cafe with my dearest rainbow..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">&amp; got myself a hardrock jacket!</span><br /><em><span style="color:#cc66cc;">gonna get the member card the next time i go there..</span></em><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">the only thing is that i didn't have any celebration with my two sissies... -.-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">but nvm, they sent me bdae wishes..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">&amp; dehui sissy came to my house to give me present - Guess necklace!</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">last but not least,</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">i tried surfing on my actual bdae with hon!!</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">and it's great!</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">even though i sux at it.. lolx!</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">and... hon got me The Hoax from Crumpler which i wanted as well!!</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">it's limited edition <3</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">Thanks everyone for making such a great impact to me in 2009...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">and i'm somehow glad that my bdae is at the end of the year so that i can rem what's the best thing in 2009...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">Hope we all have a wonderful 2010 together again...~!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">to hon: i think 2010 will be a tough year for us cause we will be struggling with studies for the whole year... but im sure we will make it through... thanks for bearing with all my nonesense esp when im rushing projects... :D *love ya*</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-8035738429640738836?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-1845932768642447882009-08-08T23:30:00.001+08:002009-08-08T23:33:02.157+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">the first time im feeling like this is when i accidentally deleted a set of photos from my thumbdrive... and that's the end of the photos...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">now... i spoilt my portable hard disk drive... all my photos... all my memories... are all inside... im feeling so devastated!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">-better off dead-</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-184593276864244788?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-4417444312076043772009-07-22T15:34:00.002+08:002009-07-22T15:42:12.298+08:00<span style="color:#cc33cc;">anybody missing mE?</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">or my Entries?</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">im still here...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">haven transfer to livejournal...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">though ive figure out how to use livejournal!</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">recently have been really busy...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">with work<strong>S</strong>... and <strong>S</strong>tudies...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">-LOL-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">debut collections will be launch hoping by this month...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">been dragging it...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">-zzz-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">im also looking for more bazzars...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and aim to own a 'locker box' next mth...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">it's tiring but fulfiling having weekly agenda to complete...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">which i divided into daily agenda...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">-haha- </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">oh well..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">hope i can complete all these by this week...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">settle bank loan or at least decide which bank to go for...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">took photographs for debut collections...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">complete 3 of my work assignments...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">*lucky ive no sch assignments at this pt of time*</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-441744431207604377?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-18316897373601112682009-07-07T00:23:00.002+08:002009-07-07T17:56:53.115+08:00I think that i might be changing to livejournal...<br /><br />If I figure how to use it...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-1831689737360111268?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-42649754740182907292009-06-29T01:26:00.004+08:002009-06-29T01:53:05.991+08:00<u><span style="color:#ff99ff;">20 june 2009</span></u><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">we've been together for 4 years!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">to celebrate this day...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">we got ourselves new couple rings!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">and i love it alot!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">but... the weather wasnt as good as the day was...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">it was raining when we were on the bus to</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">Night Safari...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">so we ended up spending 2hrs travelling to &amp; fro...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">-zzz-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">camwhore at amk hub neoprint machine!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">it's really interesting!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">been a long long time since we last have our neoprints...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">ending the day eating dessert at level 2...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">*sweet*</span><br /><br /><br /><u><span style="color:#ff6666;">28 june 2009</span></u><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">Our post celebration!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">Night Safari, here we come!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">the trip was actually cancelled due to the threatening weather...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">but... luckily... the weather turns good!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">*baddie bats which scare me by flying past me so many times*</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">animals in the night show:</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">our apparently 'best' seats aint that 'best' afterall...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">with the Binturong crawling over our heads...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-LOL-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and the possibility of the snake hiding beneath our legs...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-LOL-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">tram ride:</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">i seriously cant imagine how we are going to manage walking ard in the dark...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-LOL-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">lucky for us, most of the animals are awake and out for us to see =)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">so the tram ride is actually worth it~!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">ending the adventure with taking a photo shoot with a snake...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">huge snake but i didnt catch the name... 'zzz'</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">we even touched it... *cold sweat*</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">but we dont dare to carry it for the photo shoot...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-LOL-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">thanks hon for always accomodating me...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">-lol-</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">and for saying (and mean it) that as long as i enjoy and am happy...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">u will enjoy urself and happy too...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">happy anniversary, hon...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">i love ya...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">p/s: let's think abt our next adventure ^^ lol...</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-4264975474018290729?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-15465015479601682372009-06-11T01:06:00.001+08:002009-06-11T01:06:53.106+08:00A new chapter again..<br /><br />Just submitted my application for deg studies...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-1546501547960168237?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-16890551270176881212009-05-31T23:17:00.002+08:002009-05-31T23:44:35.764+08:00<span style="color:#33cc00;">if u love simple yet creative gardening...</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">check this out!</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><a href="http://www.home.landscape-sg.com/"><span style="color:#33cc00;">http://www.home.landscape-sg.com/</span></a><br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">For landscape designing...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">check out</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><a href="http://www.landscape-sg.com/"><span style="color:#33ff33;">http://www.landscape-sg.com/</span></a><br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;"><strong>Decorate your Life with them!</strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-1689055127017688121?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-47791479112185628862009-05-31T02:06:00.002+08:002009-05-31T02:55:21.213+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">ive been thinking...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">why are ppl behaving the way they behave...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">how can ppl go home knowing she will be all alone there...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">put urself in her shoes, how will u feel?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">and my thoughts shoot back to myself...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">why am i here typing this post...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">and not there with her...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">-wtf-</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">despite nt feeling well...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">ive been there with her on thurs night...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">didn't really slp at all...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">and if u been through a night...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">u will be seriously worried for her if she is alone...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><u><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">ME</span></u><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">ive always thought that im the kinda person</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">that is pretty self-centered...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">my dear said so too...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">but this side of me put her before myself...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">and i think i really take things too hard...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">for everything, i blame it on myself first...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">not the others...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">i'll ask myself...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">"why cant i ____"</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">"i can ____ "</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">"why didnt i ____"</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">ive talk to my boss in tears abt taking no-pay leave...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">but in vain...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">he gives me flexible working timing instead...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">ive neglected my hon during weekends...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">ive given most of my free time for her...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">i'll make sure to visit her once a day...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">and during the times when im taking a 'break'...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">i do feel guilty...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">and my mind runs wild...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">wishing i could teleplot to her side right away...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">i wonder...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">does the rest feel this way too?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">my heart goes out to her when i imagine how she is feeling now...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">and im seriously upset and angry with myself for sitting on my bed and typing this post...</span><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">"why am i not there?!"</span></em><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><u><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">HE no. 1</span></u><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">a cunning guy?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">just that he look decent?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">is he even sincere?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">does he really care?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">or is it all for show?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><u><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">HE no. 2</span></u><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">i know he cares...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">i know it's really taxing on him...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">but he is the one she dotes the most...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">sometimes i wonder...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">is he a willing party or an unwilling one?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><u><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">HE no. 3</span></u><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">his mindset sux...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">everything he said...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">doesnt make a single sense to me...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">and i refused to talk to him any further...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">he cant outtalk me anyway...</span><br /><em><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">craps</span></strong></em><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><u><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">SHE no. 1</span></u><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">yes, i know she has been there most of the daytime...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">a willing party or an unwilling one?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">if she is there but nt by her side, what's the point?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">she doesnt even try &amp; do her best...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">and i doubt she even understand a single word im telling her...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">she really sux... as a caregiver...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">but she is the only one that have all the time in the world...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">i know it's unfair that she has to lose touch to her social world...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">towards her... my comment will always start with...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">"how can you ________"</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">haix... i failed to understand why...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"><span style="font-size:85%;">i know the ans... but i just wish to shout out loud...<br /><strong><em>are we really related?!</em></strong></span></span><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">i wish we can xchange place and i'll do a better job than u...</span></em><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><u><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">SHE no. 2</span></u><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">she have been trying hard to manage her time...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">between work, home, her &amp; social life...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">sometimes i wish that...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">she will try to get no-pay leave...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><em>she</em> wants u more than she wants me...</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">spend more time with her...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">im sure everybody is mentally tired...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">im too...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">sometimes i wish i can be everyone...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">and everyone have the same mindset as me...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">doing things using my method...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">which i think will benefit her more...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">i know this is a big assumption to make...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#c0c0c0;">but does any one else have a better method?</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-4779147911218562886?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-34245206507436865472009-05-24T22:57:00.004+08:002009-05-31T02:58:19.141+08:00<span style="color:#999999;">i dont like anything that u said...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">so u better shut up...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">if u think that what u said will sway my faith and will,</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">u are jolly well wrong...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">my faith and will will stay strong...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">and i always believe what i choose to believe...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">im not a person that dont face the facts...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">but yours is not even a fact...!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">so too bad...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">and i hate the fact that u even talk abt it...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">and because of this,</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">ive decided not to talk to u much...</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#999999;">u really disappoint me...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-3424520650743686547?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-42824946378807734282009-05-18T17:17:00.003+08:002009-05-18T17:30:27.341+08:00<span style="color:#ff6666;">one word to describe my sunday with hon...<br />laze<br /><br />spent the day with hon at sentosa siloso beach...<br />spread a mat...<br />lying on it...<br />with our sunglass on...<br />eating finger foods &amp; chips...<br /><br />what a wonderful day spent<br />by the sea<br />on the sand<br />under the sun<br />lazing the afternoon away...</span><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4MWqQtLmRZo/ShEqmA_hwmI/AAAAAAAACiw/NZepMwizWSs/s1600-h/DSCF8460.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5337093866000597602" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 214px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4MWqQtLmRZo/ShEqmA_hwmI/AAAAAAAACiw/NZepMwizWSs/s320/DSCF8460.jpg" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-4282494637880773428?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-87447418227809879322009-05-12T11:27:00.002+08:002009-05-12T12:03:07.569+08:00<span style="color:#ff6666;">had a super duper long weekend ^^<br />took leave on thurs &amp; fri...<br />cause it's hon's bdae!!<br />and he is on leave too...<br />-lol-<br /><br /><u>Thurs - Hon's Bdae</u></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">had brunch at opp. my hse..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">then we went to pasir ris park to cycle..</span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">(sound like it's more of my bdae right?)</span></em><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">bought a slice of oreomisu cake from emicake...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">it's nice!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and a tub of ben's and jerry's ice cream...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">which we cant finish la...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">had dinner at the most unexpected place...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">cause he wanna eat there...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and it's called downtown east foodcourt...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-LOL-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">cause he craves for the chicken and the fish soup...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">so we had half a chicken...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and fish vermicelli soup...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">then we went to watch movie...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">Horsemen...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">gore...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">but not as gore as Saw...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><u><span style="color:#ff6666;">Friday</span></u><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">went hon's house and complete watching my HK drama series...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">had the famous yishun laksa and cheng ting...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">*yummy*</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">then we went to raffles city cause i wanna show hon the adidas bag i think it's nice...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">but he said it's not -.-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">so i didn't buy...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">then we went to marina square to watch Wolverine...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">nice movie!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">though i prefer cathay seats...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">tried to catch bear bear but didnt caught any...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">so we decided to go home...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">but ended up going to Orchard Tangs...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">cause i wanna get the wallet i like!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and ive got it!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-so happy-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">oh... it's the same brand as the wallet i brought hon...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"><em>Braun Buffel</em></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">Home sweet home...</span></em><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">p/s:</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">hon.. though ur bdae dont sound really fantastic..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">but im sure u had fun =)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and we are gonna be so broke this mth...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-lol- </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-8744741822780987932?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-6651260378879852312009-05-04T20:31:00.003+08:002009-05-04T21:14:07.940+08:00<span style="color:#ffcc00;">went kl over the long weekend with my</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">dearest Honey Rainbow...</span><br /><em><span style="color:#ffcc00;">(except Alina)</span></em><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"><u>1st May</u></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">There was a bad jam from</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">sg custom to m'sia custom...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">and we were stuck for 2hrs?!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">the bus set off at 930am and we reached our hotel at 6pm...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">-zzz-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">more than half day gone...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">we went to hard rock cafe for dinner...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">and Hon &amp; i bought a tee each!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">-happy-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">we went KLCC to walk ard...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">and took lots of pics with the twin tower...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">then we took a cab to Chinatown as there is a late night market...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">it's not really late la...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">they were closed at ard 11plus...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">and we kinda got lost as we tried to walk back to hotel...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">so we reached at almost 1am?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6600;">lesson learnt:</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6600;">never leave the map with sk...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6600;">give it to glenny!!</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6600;">-lol-</span></em><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"><u>DAY 2</u></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">wakey damn early...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">7am?!</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">then we had breakfast at the hotel at 8am...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">and we set off to sunway lagoon via a van we hired from the hotel...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">Sunway Lagoon is FUN FUN FUN!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">and guess what's our first ride?!</span><br /><strong><span style="color:#ffcc00;">Rollar Coaster!!</span></strong><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">it was really scary...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">cause im really fearful of rollar coaster!</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">lucky i manage to survive it by</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">screaming all the way...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">before lunch...<br />we played a ride that is like<br /><strong>Inverter!!</strong><br />and it's really horrible...<br />cause we gosh upside down...<br />i just keep screaming... </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">and our last ride?!</span><br /><strong><span style="color:#ffcc00;">Scream Park!!</span></strong><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">it's not screamy to me la...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">i didn't scream...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">guess i disappoint the 'ghost'...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">but weiting &amp; cindy was kinda freak out...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">bought some keychains there...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">and we get to exchange our 'watch-like' ticket with a real watch when we got out of the lagoon...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">which is really cool as it's something memorable to keep...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">=)</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">we got back to the hotel...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">bath...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">and we headed to berjaya times square for our dinner and more shopping!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">had penang food...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">8 dishes!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">quite exaggerating...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">i bought 2 shorts for RM30...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">which is pretty cheap... =)</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">but there was nth much to shop la...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">after that we went to a 'night market' near our hotel...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">but there are more food than shops...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">and sk bought <strong>alot</strong> of food to bring back to sg...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">like chilli sauce etc etc...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">very 夸张!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">and we went to kfc to buy supper...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">and got a wolverine pendent...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">so cool...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">hon like it...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">slept at ard 2am...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">was really tired...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"><u>DAY 3</u></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">slept till 9plus...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">went to 'search' for A&amp;W for breakfast...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">the result?!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">it's really disappointing...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">the food really sux...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">compare to the one i had in bangkok...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">>.<</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">the saddest thing is that everyone had A&amp;W</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">cause i wanna have it...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">and im so guilty abt it...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">-aww-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">the day was short...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">we went back to hotel...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">hon &amp; i got our bags and we headed to berjaya times...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">cause i wanna see the indoor theme park...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">-haha-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">the rollar coaster was really scary...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">it's 7 storey high...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">luckily i don't have to ride it...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">we didnt really have much time left to walk ard...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">as our bus is at 1.15pm...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">so home sweet home...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">the trip back to sg is so much faster...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">and we slept half the ride...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">was really tired...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">-lol-</span><br /><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffffff;">photos will be up in my friendster and facebook...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffffff;">soon...</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-665126037887985231?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-63493932978871210942009-04-24T13:27:00.003+08:002009-04-24T13:37:48.083+08:00<span style="color:#cc33cc;">made an impt decision...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">im going study...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">in sep...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">at Murdoch University (Aust)</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Bachelor of Commerce with double majors in Hospitality &amp; Tourism Management and Marketing Management...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">but im studying in singapore...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">kaplan...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">though haven send in my application yet...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and this decision lead to another decision and resposibility...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">to take a loan... or... ??</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">my job scope is going to be change too...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">to accomodate my interest and my studies...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">seems like a big change...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">i suppose it's gonna be a brand new chapter...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">and hopefully it's for the good...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">=)</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-6349393297887121094?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-55029105486259239672009-04-20T17:46:00.003+08:002009-04-20T17:51:52.383+08:00<span style="color:#ff6666;">Hon &amp; I went to esplanade theatre to watch CATS concert ytd!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">that's my v'day present to honey...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">cause we didnt watch a concert at esplanade before...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">but... it's kinda boring la...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">maybe it's because i dont understand...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and not a huge lover of cat...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">nevertheless, we had a great experience...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">first time in the esplanade theatre...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">looking at the 'durian shell' from the inside...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">*cool*</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">honey wanna get me a souvenir but i didnt see any that i like...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">which is rare cause i normally die die also wanna get something de...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">i really try very hard...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">stare very long...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">but there is nth i want...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-.-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">anyway, photos will be up in friendster and facebook...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">not much photos anyway...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">im disappoint with my hp camera indoor shot...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">maybe it's my settings...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">shall give it one more chance before i condemn it...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-lol-</span><br /><br /><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">love is about experience something new together...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">just like this...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">=)</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-5502910548625923967?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-9275953895320296502009-04-17T11:57:00.002+08:002009-04-17T11:59:26.350+08:00<span style="color:#999999;">stop telling me things..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">stop asking me qns..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">stop making me explaining things to u..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">ive been very patience to ans / explain ur zillion qns already..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">stop pushing the limit..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">and now u see..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">make me scream at u..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">not just one..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">but two..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">maybe three..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><strong><span style="color:#999999;">-damn-</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-927595389532029650?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-56664647842879982202009-04-15T17:29:00.003+08:002009-04-15T17:34:47.729+08:00<span style="color:#999999;">is it due to habit that's why im staying..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">or am i just plain lazy to search for another option?</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">people said im so lucky..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">can come to work late..</span><br /><em><span style="color:#999999;">blah blah blah..</span></em><br /><span style="color:#999999;">but im <u><strong>not</strong></u> happy..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">is it sign that i should move on?</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">has this sign always been there?</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">just that ive been ignoring it?</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">-argh-</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">shld i go?</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">shld i leave?</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">afterall, i promise myself 2yrs..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">and it's gonna be up in 2 mths time..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">can i find a better options?</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">my theory is simple..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">and ive been advising my frenz the same..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">if u r not happy,</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">then move on..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">sometimes, it's really true that..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">saying is ALOT easier than doing..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;">-mixed feeling-</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-5666464784287998220?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-80500193969433623312009-04-12T20:27:00.003+08:002009-04-12T20:42:23.683+08:00<span style="color:#993399;">im here to announce that...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">ive gotten my new hp!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Cyber-Shot C905..</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">in pink colour..</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">wanted black though but no more..</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">and i don't wanna miss the promotion..</span><br /><em><span style="color:#993399;">anyway, i think the more i look at the pink,</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993399;">the more i like it..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993399;">so i guess.. no regret ba?</span></em><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">it's nothing fancy..</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">not slim.. thicker than my current hp..</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">not touch screen..</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">but got wi-fi which i wanted..</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">and it's a slide up phone..</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">with 8.1mp..</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">hopefully i won't regret manx..</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">looking forward to blogging &amp; msn on the phone..</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">=)</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><strong><span style="color:#993399;">current financial status..</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#993399;">extremely broke..</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-8050019396943362331?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-31431258270908877102009-04-08T15:59:00.006+08:002009-04-08T16:12:44.546+08:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4MWqQtLmRZo/Sdxbx6_o7AI/AAAAAAAACio/Kf6vRYkOvQ0/s1600-h/DSC02029.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5322229772852980738" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_4MWqQtLmRZo/Sdxbx6_o7AI/AAAAAAAACio/Kf6vRYkOvQ0/s320/DSC02029.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4MWqQtLmRZo/SdxbbnuEwJI/AAAAAAAACig/uYAIDUAruW4/s1600-h/Copy+of+DSC02028.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5322229389721911442" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4MWqQtLmRZo/SdxbbnuEwJI/AAAAAAAACig/uYAIDUAruW4/s320/Copy+of+DSC02028.JPG" border="0" /></a><span style="color:#9999ff;">this is our 小毛兵...</span></div><div><span style="color:#9999ff;">that hon fixed and outline...</span> <div><div><span style="color:#9999ff;">but it's the soldier for 三国 gundam...</span></div><div><span style="color:#9999ff;">which hon &amp; i bought...</span><br /></div><div><span style="color:#9999ff;">we bought cao cao, kong ming &amp; guan yu...</span></div><div><span style="color:#9999ff;">but we haven fix them yet...</span></div><div><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#9999ff;">hon cut the pieces le...</span></div><div><span style="color:#9999ff;">and he bought the paints with his friends le...</span></div><div><span style="color:#9999ff;">so excited...</span></div><div><span style="color:#9999ff;">we are going to clear a space in his display cabinet to put them...</span></div><div><span style="color:#9999ff;">but... i sux at painting...</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#9999ff;">-lol-</span></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-3143125827090887710?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-53612162449888038102009-04-08T13:15:00.003+08:002009-04-08T15:06:01.106+08:00<span style="color:#993399;">这是一个没有答案的问题。。。</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">慢慢的 这份爱 悄悄的住下来。。。</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">安静的但却一直都在。。。</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">慢慢的 这份爱 已经变成依赖。。。</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">浅浅的 笑容里 却让我充满期待。。。</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">oh my god 我越来越爱。。。</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffff99;">random lyrics...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffff99;">just find them nice...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffff99;">and meaningful...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffff99;">-lol-</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-5361216244988803810?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-23031811226744219842009-04-04T02:36:00.001+08:002009-04-04T02:36:43.783+08:00Can't get to sleep so I decided to dl blogwriter to try blogging using iPod touch..<br /><br />It's my dear's.. But he is sweet to lend me for every weekend..<br /><br />Flooded with games that I love.. LOL..<br /><br />Shall sleep now.. Goodnight..!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-2303181122674421984?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-7737282104517499182009-04-04T01:18:00.009+08:002009-04-04T01:51:34.660+08:00<div align="left"><span style="color:#999999;">5 reasons why i don't wanna work:</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#999999;"></span></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#999999;">1. it's a drag... i don't like the feeling that i have to drag myself to work... i don't have the motivation... and if i don't have any programme after work; it's worse! cause there is nth to look forward to during work... and i've to <em>drag</em> myself home after work... </span></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#999999;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#999999;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#999999;">2. i've nth to look forward to at work... it's not like going to school; u look forward in meeting your friends... there is no friend there... no one of my age grp... for me to gossip with... as much as i don't think there is friend in working world... i wish for one... </span></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#999999;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#999999;">3. i'm guilty charged... cause i practically have to drag myself to work... so i always laze ard on bed... refusing to get up and bath... so when i reached the office late... i always have that guilt feeling which i dislike... i know i can do something about it... but i really can't help it to be late... damned... and i know im so gonna get into trouble one fine day...<br /></span></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#999999;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#999999;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#999999;">4. i dislike not being myself... and i dislike the 'me' facing my fk-up colleagues... so fake... we have no topic anyway... our common topic will be work... and some random small talks... i dislike small talk... but it is not avoidable in the working world... making small talk is like a 'must'... so i talk lor <em>(that's the positive me)...</em></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#999999;"><em>a negative me goes argh and made faces when im alone in the lift or somewhere...<br /></em></span></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#999999;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#999999;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#999999;">5. sometimes, i guess... u keep getting into <em>troubles</em> till u are <em>scared</em> of them... and most of these <em>troubles</em> are just so <em>unnecessary</em>... a positive me said that <em>'u learn from troubles and u grow from there'</em>... a negative me said that '<em>what the fk... not again?!'<br /><br /></em></span></div><div align="left"><em><span style="color:#999999;"></span></em></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"><em><span style="color:#999999;"></span></em></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"><em><span style="color:#999999;"></span></em></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#999999;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;">just read jacky wu's news abt him leaving showbiz...</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;">he said something that inspires me...</span></div><div align="left"><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;">"it does not matter how far and how high u went; how u ends off is the most important."</span></em></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;">so when is the right time for me???</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-773728210451749918?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-63967588289695963132009-04-03T13:57:00.002+08:002009-04-03T14:41:17.532+08:00<span style="color:#c0c0c0;">f**ked up colleagues...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">i can feel troubles brewing...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">i can imagine all those qns my boss is gonna ask me...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">why didnt i tell them when i know that...?</span><br /><em><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">i don't have an ans to it...</span></em><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">i drag myself to work everyday...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">i drag myself to work during working...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">if a person is passionate abt his/her work...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">i shld not feel so draggy...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">hate this feeling...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">why am i so draggy here??</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">there are so much opportunities to learn...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">to grow... in here...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">technical executive</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">team leader</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">event executive</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">DY fire safety manager</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">so many designations...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">but what for?</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">u only get into troubles more easily nia...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">and the pay u get is still as pathetic...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">i would rather exchange my position with those uncles...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">they just need to listen to instruction and work...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">and they get a huge paycheck at the end of the month...</span><br /><em><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">since they have been working for more than 10yrs here...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">it's logical that their pay surely increase every year...</span></em><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">but the fact that their responsibility remains...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">-sux-</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">u give them a designation...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">they stress...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">freak out...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">and throw tempers...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">and their responsibility is off...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">boss said:</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">u can tell them to do anything...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">yeah manx...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">u are right... </span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">maybe i should just torture them till they die...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">maybe i should not close one eye...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">since they are torturing me till i die...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span></em><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">fk-ed up collegues...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">they always want to cut each other throats...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">finding means and ways...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">cant they just work in harmony...?</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">we are just working for the damn paycheck...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">*hates*</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-6396758828969596313?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-20717107176560091172009-03-25T14:54:00.004+08:002009-03-25T15:03:26.714+08:00<div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Hon &amp; i are going to SIM today...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">cause hon is registering for his degree course...</span><br /><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff6666;">last night hon said:</span></div><div align="center"><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">'We can finally take a bus home tml. Just like old times.'</span></em><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff6666;">i feel...</span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">that's so sweet... aww...</span></em><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">hoping we'll be enjoying our old times many years later...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"><strong>*love*</strong></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-2071710717656009117?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-86896243030548762742009-03-24T16:31:00.005+08:002009-03-24T16:36:55.442+08:00<span style="color:#ffcccc;">im pretty excited last night...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">cause i think i found a perfect date...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#000000;">do u think about it too?</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;">=)</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#000000;">6 years 3 months minus 4 days to go... ...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-8689624303054876274?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-77613853518743598142009-03-21T17:59:00.002+08:002009-03-21T17:59:59.491+08:00<span style="color:#cccccc;">除了微笑什么都不要留下</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">除了回忆我什么都不要带走</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">this is such a nice phrase...</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">something that i will say if i passed away...</span><br /><span style="color:#cccccc;">one day...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-7761385351874359814?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-50728904939132186772009-03-17T16:49:00.002+08:002009-03-17T17:22:42.724+08:00<span style="color:#cc33cc;">Friday the 13th</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">is no longer a bad bad day...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">cause 13th march is my dearest cindy's bdae...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and... im telling u...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">it's a super goodie day!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">hmmm... how can any days be bad when <em>rainbow</em> is ard??</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">so well...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">these are the people present for her bdae...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">our usual cliques...</span><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">glenn</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">shikai &amp; grace</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">weiting</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">alina</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">angela</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">me &amp; sta</span></em><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and guess where is the location for her bdae??</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">it's at....</span><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Swissotel!!!</span></strong><br /><u><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></u><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">u didnt see wrongly... </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">it's the tallest hotel in SG...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">she booked a room there...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">for all of us to enjoy...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">^^</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">dinner was at Shokudo Japanese Food Bazzar...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">first time there...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i like it =)</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">though the rice is full of garlic...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">hurmphs...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and cindy's cake is from swensen...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">ice cream cake...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">with a special knife for cutting frozen food...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">LOL..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">overall, hope she enjoyed her bdae...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">=D</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">photo to be updated in facebook &amp; friendster soon...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-5072890493913218677?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-15423551876084613762009-03-16T16:37:00.002+08:002009-03-16T17:07:17.930+08:00<span style="color:#ff6666;">*touched*</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">cause honey came all the way to fetch me home yesteday..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and had supper together...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-a sweet surprise-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">cause i really didnt expect it...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">love ya, honey...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">*muacks*</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-1542355187608461376?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-70363917928630235702009-03-06T10:11:00.002+08:002009-03-06T10:34:48.509+08:00<span style="color:#ff9966;">finally finished my last book for twilight saga...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">breaking dawn...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">in 3 days...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">in the expense of my sleep...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">i love the book...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">though i love twilight more =)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">but this book is so much better than new moon &amp; eclipse...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">so i must say... dont give up after u read new moon...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">continue reading...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">cause u won't regret reading breaking dawn...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">filled with so much emotions...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">love...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">saddness...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">anger...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">commitment...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">bond...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;">uncertainty...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff9966;">i simply love the Cullen family...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff9966;">and yearn for a family like Edward, Bella &amp; Renesmee...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff9966;">forever... forever... forever...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff9966;">the road to forever...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff9966;">a good immortal...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff9966;">the only forever ive believed so far...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff9966;">in my dream...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff9966;">cause there isnt one in reality...</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-7036391792863023570?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-85950870211285553792009-03-03T23:36:00.001+08:002009-03-06T11:38:22.058+08:00<span style="color:#ffccff;">alina said...</span><br /><br /><em><span style="color:#ffff66;">i think you really love him alot...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffff66;">cause your eyes sparkle when you are talking abt him...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffff66;"></span></em><br /><em></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffccff;">do you know that?</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-8595087021128555379?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-53964210102652600082009-02-27T13:43:00.002+08:002009-02-27T13:47:23.911+08:00<span style="color:#ff6666;">一个拥抱</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">一个吻</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">一个微笑</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">is all i ever need from you...</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">我的好</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">我的坏</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">都是因为你</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">i love you, honey...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">as much as u do...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-5396421010265260008?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-72716602045752728842009-02-19T16:06:00.002+08:002009-02-19T16:08:57.306+08:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4MWqQtLmRZo/SZ0TLc5rMNI/AAAAAAAACiQ/VZNm4Ke-xOk/s1600-h/0791_10.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5304417023569899730" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 319px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4MWqQtLmRZo/SZ0TLc5rMNI/AAAAAAAACiQ/VZNm4Ke-xOk/s320/0791_10.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>yeah!! im going to get this stitch bag!! </div><div>=)</div><div>it shall contain all my stitch soft toys...</div><div>-cool-</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-7271660204575272884?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-12842672787430647272009-02-14T23:59:00.000+08:002009-02-17T17:56:55.889+08:00<span style="color:#ff6666;">Happy Valentine's Day!!</span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff6666;">(for those who have been checking my blog, u will know that this is a belated post... lol)</span></em><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">how's everybody v'day?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">so far i didnt heard a pretty bad v'day yet...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">=)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">i enjoyed mine...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">with my dearest hon...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">he fetched me from work...</span><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff6666;">(ya... im working half day on vday... -.-)</span></em><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">i gave him my handmade chocolate truffles...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and he made a face while eating...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">cause it's super bitter!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">but he swallowed it...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">Honey gave me his handmade bouquet of 9 roses...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">sooo sweet...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">though he is quite upset that i did not carry them everywhere i go...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">but hon, i still love the roses a million k?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">=)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">then we had ICHIBAN-SUSHI at PS...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">long queue...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">but i finally had my sushi...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and hon had cha-soba...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">after a hearty meal,</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">we went to MINT...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">it's a museum for toys...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">locaton at Seah Street...</span><br /><a href="http://www.emint.com.sg/"><span style="color:#ff6666;">http://www.emint.com.sg</span></a><span style="color:#ff6666;"> </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">for more info...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">i must say it's an interesting place to spend vday today...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and we are surprised there are couples &amp; people there too...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">thought we are weird enough...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">We saw alot of unique antique toys...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">like vintage mickey, popeye, felix the cat etc...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">my favourite will be Astro Boy!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">for more feel of what we experience,</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">check out the photos in my friendster and facebook...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">=)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">After MINT, we went to mac cause we are both thirsty...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and hon start making the 3D crystal rose i wanted...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">which we bought it at Taka...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">it's tough wor...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">cause we didn't complete it after spending abt 1hr...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">then took a cab to my 'well-kept' venue from honey...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">which is keppel bay @ marina...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">but i did not make reservation cause have to order set menu in order to make reservation...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and i do not like the set menu...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-oh well-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">regreted now cause it's fully booked...!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">but nvm...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">cause the place is super nice!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">with a perfect weather...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">we started taking a walk along the boardway...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">looking at the sea; at the yachts...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and there are huge patches of carpet grass...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">which are great for picnic...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">we settled on an empty bench...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">facing the sea...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and we saw star cruise aries sail past us...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">so cool...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">actually just sitting ard feeling the breeze...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">with clear blue sky...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and sea view...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">doing nothing...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">the feeling is just so right for valentine's day...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">honey opened the present i gave him...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">which is a mini jigsaw puzzle...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">204pcs for a 4R puzzle...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">imagine how small each puzzle is...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and at the back of the puzzle is 2 concert tickets to CATS...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">we have nv been to concert before so this will be our first =)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">we wanted to go to phantom of the oprea which we missed...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and CATS is by the same director...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">so i assume i ought to be nice =)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">we sat ard 2hrs before walking to vivo city...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">where we shop a little...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and decided to eat dinner...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">we ate at thai express at abt 10plus...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">which is good cause there is no queue!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">so that's roughly how i spend my v'day with my love...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">i believe most impt thing is that we (or any couples) should feel that everyday is valentine's day =)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">i love you, hon...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">thanks for the wonderful day...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">and the sweet roses which you made...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">*muacks*</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-1284267278743064727?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-12644678245548459712009-01-31T10:45:00.005+08:002009-01-31T11:07:21.326+08:00<span style="color:#ff9966;">yesterday was exciting?! </span><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">-lol-<br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">guess where did me &amp; honey spent our CNY $$?</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">at bishan arcade...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">-zzz-</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">we were playing the mini sweet machine...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">cause i love the stitch carrying a heart shaped crystal...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">so we spent $10 and caught nth except 2 sweets..</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">-lol-<br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">i was going to leave but honey said already spent $10 le...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">so he went to change another $10 tokens...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">and we still did not get the stitch...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">so we went to change another $10 tokens...</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">and the FUNNY thing is that...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">honey managed to caught another stitch up...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">which is suppose to be a good thing..</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">during the next turn, i caught some sweets...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">and the FUNNIEST thing is that..</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">my scoop got stuck with the stitch's (that hon caught) tag..</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">and the stitch sweeps all the sweet that was on the panel out...</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">in just a spilt second...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">all the sweets are gone!!!</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">and that makes it super difficult to win the stitch that i wanted...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">-zzz-</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">we had a great laugh though..</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">we played a few more rounds n still did not get the stitch...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">then the token got stuck...</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">so we told the auntie...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">and she asked us to change to the other side of the machine...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">i pursuade her to change the stitch to one holding pink crystal...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">and placed it in the middle..</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">so that it will be easier...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">afterall, we have already spent $40...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">so using the last $10 tokens we have,</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">we finally managed to get the bear using less than $10!!!</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">tried to get another stitch but can't...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">and we don't wanna spend anymore $$ le..</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">-lol-</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">so this stitch became the most expensive &amp; small stitch!!</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">but i still think it is very very nice!!</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">with all the excitement... and laughter...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">and the pink crystal heart...</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">thanks honey!</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff9966;">*muacks*</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff9966;"></span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff9966;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297287873547253906" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4MWqQtLmRZo/SYO_QTfEuJI/AAAAAAAACiI/tvK36wYIdIk/s320/DSC01943.JPG" border="0" /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-1264467824554845971?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-34341106722580174862009-01-30T13:46:00.003+08:002009-01-30T14:43:48.290+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">HAPPY 牛 YEAR!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">i had a great great cny =)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">esp on day 3...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">when we all (rainbow) went to each other house...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">played mario karts (wii) at weiting's house...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">see photo albums at my house...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">played wii sports at glenny's house...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">played MJ &amp; poker cards at sk's house...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">played poker at angela's house...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">and finally dinner &amp; yu sheng at cindy's house...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">=D</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">this sunday going to alina's house...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">-haha-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">but before that...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">im going City Alive (street party) with my boii on sat...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">=)</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-3434110672258017486?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-56256429075642235792009-01-22T20:40:00.002+08:002009-01-22T20:48:18.687+08:00<div align="left"><span style="color:#666666;"><strong>current mood: emo.. Emo.. EMo.. EMO..</strong></span></div><span style="color:#666666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#666666;">feeling so damn EMO...</span><br /><span style="color:#666666;">so EMO that i wish to buy all the different colours of EMO tee at bugis street!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#666666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#666666;">haixx...</span><br /><span style="color:#666666;">recently have been upsetting...</span><br /><span style="color:#666666;">saddening...</span><br /><span style="color:#666666;">lots of unhappiness...</span><br /><span style="color:#666666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#666666;">my happiness level is getting lower...</span><br /><span style="color:#666666;">and my unhappy level is getting higher...</span><br /><span style="color:#666666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#666666;">i hate it...</span><br /><span style="color:#666666;">feeling so terrible...</span><br /><span style="color:#666666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#666666;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#666666;">-hate being 21... though it has nth to do with anything...-</span><br /><span style="color:#666666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#666666;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#666666;">i wish... i wish... i wish...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#666666;">that my happiness will come back to me...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#666666;">soon... fast...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-5625642907564223579?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-52391359724270452832009-01-16T15:33:00.002+08:002009-01-16T15:41:22.479+08:00<span style="color:#993399;"><em>already 16 days...</em></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"><em>and i still haven say...</em></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"><strong>HAPPY NEW YEAR!!</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">well well...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">new year...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">new dreams...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">new resolutions...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">still thinking of my resolutions though...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">what about this?</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">说多错多</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">说少还好</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">不说最好</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">but asking me not to talk is kinda like a torture...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">=(</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">im always the kinda person that speak my mind...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">hmmm...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">maybe i've to learn to speak with tact...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">but before i learn that,</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">i think i don't talk better...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">-oh well-</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-5239135972427045283?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-1628592388135496302008-12-30T00:36:00.002+08:002008-12-30T00:54:00.798+08:00<span style="color:#ff6666;">HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">TO MYSELF!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">i had a blast for my 21st bdae on the 27th dec...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">thanks to all that have come!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">thanks to all who didnt come, but presents arrived!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-LOL-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">special thanks to my rainbow for giving me such a great chalet!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and putting in so much work &amp; effort for my party...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">for those who dont know...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">my rainbow are...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">alina</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">weiting</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">glenn</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">angela</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">cindy</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">shikai &amp; grace (sk's gf)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">special special thanks to cindy, glenn for making the key!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">special special thanks also goes to my dear for making the guest book...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">i love the book cause it's what i orginally wanted...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">a video flim...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">but some of u didnt write =(</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">special special special thanks to rainbow [all involved] for giving me such a huge surprise + shock on the first day of the chalet... it's a sweet &amp; romantic surprise!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">i also love my cake...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">which i designed myself...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">changed alot of designs over a year...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">lolx...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and have lots of inputs from my dear &amp; rainbow...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">=)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">i kinda counted and i received 34 presents!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">thanks everybody...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">well... i spent abt $1000+ on my bdae...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">my budget is $1k...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">which means i actually exceed my budget if rainbow didnt pay for the chalet...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-aww-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">alot of wastage for food...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">cause alot ppl last min cant make it...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">aww...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">imagine i still have 100pcs of satay at home...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-dots-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">i love u guys, rainbow!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">i love u lots too, honey!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and i appreciate all the efforts all of u put in...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">though i know my face didnt show it...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">[as in i nv cry...]</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">thanks for giving me a memory of a lifetime...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"><3</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff6666;">p/s: photos will be posted in friendster &amp; facebook soon...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-162859238813549630?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-87327729641580875842008-12-21T20:40:00.003+08:002008-12-21T20:47:44.259+08:00<span style="color:#cc33cc;">received my 4th present...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">from... cindy again!</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">on Friday...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">she got me an Esprit jacket...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">thought that is their shared present...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">but ended up is from her only...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">what a nice surprise from her =)</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and i really like the jacket...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">but it's ex wor... =(</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">shall make it up to her...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Sat gotten my 5th present...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">from my two of my colleagues...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">they cant make it for my celebration...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">so they gave me angbao...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">so nice of them...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">today gotten my 6th present...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">which is a SK necklace from my Uncle &amp; Aunt...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and that is not cheap either...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">-gosh-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">party is coming soon...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">ordered my cake ytd le...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">personally designs with ideas &amp; advice from my dear &amp; friends...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">though i think the result of the cake look pretty normal...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">but i know that ive put in effort in it...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">=)</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-8732772964158087584?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-86715193870791010172008-12-18T11:32:00.005+08:002008-12-18T12:05:22.114+08:00-kinda updated my wishlist &amp; booklist- <div><br /><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">gotten 3 bdae presents already =)</span><br /></div><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">the first from cindy - a dragonfly pendent...</span><br /></div><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">blink blink... very nice...</span><br /></div><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">she gave it to me long long ago...</span><br /></div><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">abt more than 1mth? lolx...</span><br /></div><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">she said that is my like the starter for my presents =)</span></div><div><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">(i do not have the picture in my office com)</span></em><br /></div><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">second is from my mum...</span><br /></div><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">a gold key necklace + an gold 'E' pendent...</span><br /></div><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">from Poh Heng...</span><br /></div><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">-lol-</span></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5280975401926532434" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 274px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 187px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_4MWqQtLmRZo/SUnLJfNoHVI/AAAAAAAAChs/LzWCk-bCfnw/s320/DSC01830.JPG" border="0" /><br /><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">third is from sta's mum...</span><br /></div><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">she gave me a cheque...</span><br /></div><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">shall not require the amount here..</span></div><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">-lol-</span><br /></div><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and a very nice gold key + crown + star hp accessories...</span><br /></div><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">=))</span></div><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5280975534391869954" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 186px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 259px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4MWqQtLmRZo/SUnLRMr0wgI/AAAAAAAACh0/TycCXRl9kPM/s320/DSC01854.JPG" border="0" /><br /><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">so happy...</span><br /></div><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">but as usual...</span><br /></div><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i dont know how to express my grateful-ness</span></div><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">whenever i receive present...</span><br /></div><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">=X</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">hon always said i love surprises...</span><br /></div><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">but im hard to surprise...</span><br /></div><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and i always spoil surprises...</span><br /></div><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and i dont look surprised usually...</span><br /></div><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">-dots-</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#cc33cc;">9 more days...</span></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-8671519387079101017?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-56171035313231224582008-12-15T14:09:00.001+08:002008-12-15T14:11:58.103+08:00<span style="color:#cc33cc;">i feel some sense of achievement...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">for my ability in handling a client...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">who everybody deems difficult...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">=))</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">hope my boss realised that when he come back from his leave...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">hmmm...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-5617103531323122458?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-73586751857029606032008-12-11T14:59:00.003+08:002008-12-11T15:17:56.557+08:00<span style="color:#c0c0c0;">i dont understand why u all are passing work to me...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">-craps-</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">there are 2 leaders!!! not only me...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">so why give me???</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">is it because he got a backup??</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">that's why u all dont dare ask him do work??</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">-wtf?-</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">i hate it when i dont know head or tail...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">then suddenly something is hand over to me...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">worse still...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">is from an email...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">that just said for your follow up action...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">follow up your shyt la!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">why did u guys create shyt then ask me to solve??</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">did u guys forgotten you have another leader here??</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">and that you have a manager as well??</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">people seems to be in another planet recently...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">suddenly ask things from me just because another person chasing after you...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">dont tell me you have alot to do and cant email contractor yourself??</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">you seems to be out of place, really...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">you can ask me qns that i find ridiculous to ans...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">that i tot as a manager you shld know...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">i see him playing game...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">and i believe you play too...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">the two of you can stay whole day in the office...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">nt even coming up to show face for events...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">wth??!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">yes... i do play game too...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">to de-stress...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">but im not like the two of you...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">play whole day leh...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">dont nid to work leh...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">wth?!</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">and wont get scolding wor...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">cause biggest here ma...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;"></span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">-ARGH-</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-7358675185702960603?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-56967772790733062432008-12-06T20:18:00.002+08:002008-12-06T20:35:39.527+08:00<span style="color:#999999;">feeling super EMO...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">cause ive got Milia...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">it's on face de...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">and i look like shyt!</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">feel like shyt too!</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">today actually intend to go cycling de...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">ended up slacking at home...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">-argh-</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">seriously no face to go out and see ppl le...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">i just hope that my face will be good by my bdae...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">nonono...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">by xmas...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">best is by tue!!</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">cause ive to go back to work!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><strong><span style="color:#999999;">-EMO-</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-5696777279073306243?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-87216560372698354862008-11-26T15:20:00.003+08:002008-11-26T15:28:50.750+08:00<span style="color:#993399;">cant imagine how i live 8 days w/o fan...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">the last two days was the worse...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">i got up in the middle of the night...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">had cold bath...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">hug my portable battery operated fan to sleep...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">at last, my torture is over...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">when hon bought a fan for me...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">i insist on wanting a cheap fan...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">cause spoil le won't heart pain...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">and can buy new one ma...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">and i intend to get one that cost $19.90...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">but too bad...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">it's $29.90...</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#999999;">anyway, i must say...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">i hate facebook...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">as much as i wish to love it...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">but it's just tooo LAG!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">to view my friend's profile...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">or to view my friend's photos...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">is just sooooo LAG...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">uploading is ok though...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">haixxx...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">i wish it will not be so lag...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">cause alot of ppl using it...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">but i just get tired of waiting...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">staring at the screen...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">zzzz....</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-8721656037269835486?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-37520525082861164572008-11-22T11:07:00.003+08:002008-11-22T11:24:44.080+08:00<span style="color:#ff6666;">guess what...<br /></span><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">nowadays, neoprints are so CHEAP~!!!</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">as cheap as $3...<br />and i rem i used to spend at least $8 on them...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">-lolx-</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">so with this new discovery...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">i pester hon to take neoprint with me...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">heh heh...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">it's been almost 2yrs since we last took neoprint...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">-lol-</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">and it's still FUN &amp; SWEET...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">(though we get bored while designing...)</span></div><br /><div></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5271317279300542386" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 199px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_4MWqQtLmRZo/SSd7IwsWX7I/AAAAAAAABzY/0YCdmdUL1hw/s320/neoprint.jpg" border="0" /><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-3752052508286116457?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-43266903927691745632008-11-20T16:49:00.002+08:002008-11-20T17:04:04.930+08:00<span style="color:#ff6666;">Happy 41th months anniversary, hon!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and we are going to watch Madagascar Escape 2 Africa!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">which Madagascar is our first movie...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">[before we are even together]</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">this is gonna be so cool manx...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">watching a sequel of our first movie...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">i wonder if there are couples who have been watching the sequel of movies like James Bond from the first show to the current show...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and we've been eating happy meal to collect all the madagascar toys...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-heehee-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">anyway, i love u hon~!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">*muacks*</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-4326690392769174563?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-85678668992184038762008-11-07T13:57:00.002+08:002008-11-07T14:02:54.657+08:00<span style="color:#993399;">ive decided on the vouchers that i want...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">CapitaVouchers!!</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">so if anybody dont know what to give me...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">just give me CapitaVouchers!</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">i wanna stick to one type of voucher cause so that i can accumulates when diff ppl give me... LOL... and i'll seems to have a higher budget!</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">but i also understand the torture of alot ppl...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">that's to spend the voucher in a hurry when it's going to expire...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">so as to not to waste the voucher...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">this is something that ought to be headache abt...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">soooo...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">i accept CASH too~!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">-LOL-</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Meanwhile, i shall continue debate with myself whether i should change my UOB points to CapitaVouchers or Heeren Vouchers...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">cause Heeren Vouchers can change with lesser points...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">oh well...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">continue thinking ba...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-8567866899218403876?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-7876136288580854872008-11-05T14:59:00.002+08:002008-11-05T16:30:17.871+08:00<span style="color:#ffcc00;">i intended to blog on sunday de...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">but i fall asleep till the next day once i got home from</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">BIG WALK!</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">which means... i slept for abt 15hrs?!</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">and mon &amp; tue was just too busy...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">today was busy too...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">well well...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">BIG WALK was fun and tiring...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">tiring cause ive to wakey so early...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">and i didnt have breakfast so im hungry...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">plus there isnt water point...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">so im thirsty...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">the sun is so super warm...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">and the crowd is super packed...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">it's fun cause i like everybody go out together...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">got my friends...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">my friend's friends...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">and my boi... + his friend...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">=)</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">we actually wanted to do dress-up...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">i mean just an environment friendly msg tee...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">but cant find it...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">not enough time...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">i find that BIG WALK is full of queueing...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">we queue to walk pass the bridge...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">queue to collect goodie bags...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">queue to buy drinks...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">queue to take shuttle bus back to suntec...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">which we did not take eventually cause it's super long!</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">and we manage to take ferry back to esplanade...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">thanks to sk &amp; grace...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">cause they go recee the place...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">while the rest of us sit down n slack...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">-LOL-</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">and oh yah...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">we have to queue for the ferry too...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">=X</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">anyway, i think im falling sick...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">zzz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">will upload the pics once i got from my frenz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">-ciao-</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-787613628858085487?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-52855659405188882012008-10-22T22:05:00.003+08:002008-10-22T22:26:21.424+08:00<span style="color:#000099;">im feeling super down today...</span><br /><span style="color:#000099;">dont ask me why...</span><br /><span style="color:#000099;">cause i dont know either...</span><br /><span style="color:#000099;">-damn-</span><br /><span style="color:#000099;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000099;">dont feel like communicating...</span><br /><span style="color:#000099;">or rather...</span><br /><span style="color:#000099;">dont feel like putting in the effort to...</span><br /><br />-----------------------------------------------------------<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">anyway, ytd morning ive a strong feeling of car accident...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">tot will happen when my dad drove me to mrt station...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">but it didn't la...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">luckily it didn't!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">but it happen when im on my way back from work (OT)...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">took a cab... cause can claim la...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">then while turning,</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">*bong*</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">not very loud...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">tot the taxi died...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">but is actually a car bang the backside...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">well... i didnt get a shock at that pt of time...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">cause i din realise it's actually an accident...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">but when i do realised the next few seconds...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">i think im lucky that it's nt a serious accident...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">*thanks god for that*</span><br /><br />----------------------------------------------------------<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc6600;">someone asked me if i'll stay with my in-laws or move out in front of my bf''s mum...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc6600;">and i ans 'i will move out'...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc6600;">then i relate to my boii abt it...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc6600;">and he said that even if it's true...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc6600;">my ans is too tactless...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc6600;">thinking abt it now...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc6600;">i think... im bad... =(</span><br /><span style="color:#cc6600;">and i do feel bad...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc6600;">-wth?!-</span><br /><br />-----------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcc00;">sometimes i wonder...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcc00;">how long will i still stay in this company...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcc00;">when will i go for my uni studies...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcc00;">how long will my boii n i last...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcc00;">when will i get married...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcc00;">when can i finally move outta my house...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcc00;">and have a house of my own...</span><br /><br />---------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">if ive a time machine...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">i would go to my future and see how is it...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">then choose my fave time frame of my childhood...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">and live there...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">maybe i can fast forward my life if i like what i see in my future...</span><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffcccc;">-all these happen... in my dream...-</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-5285565940518888201?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-76419082802937466072008-10-19T22:25:00.003+08:002008-10-19T22:44:39.338+08:00<span style="color:#cc33cc;">went to my colleague's wedding ytd (sat)...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i still find that wedding dinner is boring...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">anyway, the hotel service is really really bad...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">though i know ive a high standard for service line...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">but i think this is almost the worst that ive seen...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">considering it as a hotel...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">shall not name the hotel here...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">but if u r interested, can ask me...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">to summarise it...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">first... their napkins got holes...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">second... they placed salt <u>only</u> on the table when serving shark fins...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">third... when asked for pepper, the container for the pepper is actually the same as the salt!</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">[one hole de... by right, shld be for salt...]</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">fourth... i saw one waitress pour beer till onto the floor...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">fifth... the way they serve are very poor [long story though]...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">for the wedding...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i love the cartoon illustration of how the two of them meet n fall in love...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i like the idea that they have to sing on stage... the song which he used to propose to her...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i like the video for the chinese traditional ceremony held in the morning...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i also like the idea of putting their parent wedding &amp; honeymoon pics in a slideshow...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and they also give toast/thanks to their parents...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">which is very sweet =)</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i dont like the slide show of the couple wedding pics...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">cause it's super duper simple...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">powerpoint slide...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">with one animation...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">overall, it's their wedding; nt mine...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">but at least i learn the goods &amp; the bads...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">anyway, ytd oso let me see &amp; realised that my boss is actually quite a 大男人!</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">which i dont like...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">he said to the rest that as an elder, they shld nt stand to welcome the couple into the ballroom and to give toast...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">he said that it's a disrespect to ask the elder to stand...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">to me, i think it's crapz...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">it's their wedding so he shld respect them...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">how to gain respect if he dont respect them in the first place?</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">even their parents stand...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">so what make him so special and not to stand...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and yes, he really din stand when giving toast...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">so out of place... so weird...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">somehow i feel disgrace sitting in the same table as him...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">imagine everybody staring at him cause he isnt standing...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">haixxx... dont understand his thinking...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">cause nt all older generation think like him leh...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">well... some of my colleagues follow him...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">but that's cause they are indian!</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and they wont know the right custom or whatsoever...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">suan le...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">that's his life...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i just wan to make sure im not like him...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">-lolx-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i tried to imagine that it's my wedding n there is someone like him who dont stand up...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">omg!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">hmmm...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">my wedding...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">when will it be...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">and where...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-7641908280293746607?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-62909556321091271142008-10-11T13:36:00.003+08:002008-10-11T14:07:38.306+08:00<span style="color:#ff6600;">recently have been listening to Jay's new song...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">稻香</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">falling in love with this song so much...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">already pre-order the album for my hon...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">cause he loves his songs too...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">i think this song is full of feeling...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">i can keep repeating the song from youtube...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">zillion times...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">and still love the song...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">this song is abt being content with life...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">and slowing down ur pace...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">below are extract of the lyrics...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">珍惜一切 就算没有拥有</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">this is one of my fave phrase!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">你说家像唯一的城堡</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">i wish... but it's nt my palace... maybe it is... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">and im a princess who dont like to stay home...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">cause palace is simply too boring...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">回家吧 回到最初的美好</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">maybe most of my childhood memories is nt at my home but at my grandma's house... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">hence i prefer grandma's house more than my house</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">i believe the beginning is usually the best...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">(it's just hw far is e beginning for you)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">this applies for any circumstance...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">in life... in a r/s... in working life... etc...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">追不到的梦想 换个梦不就得了</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">i find this interesting...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">and sometimes we do hold something too tight...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">and chase after it... (in vain)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">sometimes, letting go is so much easier...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">changing one dream is also easy...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">but it's definately easier said than done la...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">让自己快乐快乐 这才叫做意义</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">what ive always believe...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">happiness is the key ^^</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">the music video with the song is sooo touching...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">if u r able to put urself in the person's position...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">and understand the person circumstances...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">if nt, then it's pretty meaningless to u...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">-lol-</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-6290955632109127114?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-54975998521538881222008-10-11T10:06:00.003+08:002008-10-11T10:39:23.362+08:00<span style="color:#cc33cc;">i think ive never been more busy in the past one yr than ive been this whole week...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">=(</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">apart from wakey early and reaching office by 830am...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i knocked off late like 6pm...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and ytd is the worst... at 1130pm...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">reaching office on time means that ive meeting scheduled earlier...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and that ive to attend to stuffs or setups earlier too...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">-tiring but yet not fulfiling-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">remember the days doing sales...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">busy busy busy...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">time flies like nobody business...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and the feeling is WOW...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">-very fulfiling-</span></em><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">it's not that i dont enjoy what im doing now...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">but that doesnt mean im enjoying what im doing either...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">-lol-</span><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">it's just work to me... zzz...</span></em><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">can u imagine i didnt watch any movie this whole week?</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">-gosh-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">luckily i watched 2 last week with hon...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">going back to work soon...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">-sianxx-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">wanna faster knock off..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">cant wait for tml...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">going cycling...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and see my upcoming chalet!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-5497599852153888122?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-986547025371757932008-10-01T23:40:00.002+08:002008-10-01T23:48:40.818+08:00<span style="color:#00cccc;">..::Happy Children's Day::..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">yeah!!</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">it's children's day today!!</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">i know i know...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">most ppl my age dont care abt children's day anymore...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">well...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">there is always a child in me...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">-LOL-</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and im lovin' my day!</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">cause honey bought me present!</span><br /><strong><span style="color:#00cccc;">A STITCH SOFT TOY!!!</span></strong><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">-lol-</span><br /><em><span style="color:#00cccc;">(told u im a kid le mah)</span></em><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">i told honey that this year will be my last year le...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">cause 21 years old le...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">but i think he knows that i will think abt children's day when next year comes again...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">-LOL-</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">anyway,</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">happy happy day...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">so happy and xingfu...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">-love love hubby-</span><br /><em><span style="color:#00cccc;">muacks...</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-98654702537175793?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-77457539567488713232008-09-29T00:10:00.002+08:002008-09-29T00:32:25.338+08:00<span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">while im still enjoying myself in my own sweet world...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">the world ard me have been changing...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">ppl i know got married...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">ppl i know have children...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">ppl i know broke up...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">ppl i know passed away...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">somehow...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">they have reached another status of their life...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">a husband/wife...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">a dad/mum...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">a memory...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">though i can imagine hw it would be like when i get married...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">but i cant imagine myself getting married tml or any time soon...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">though i can imagine hw it would be like when im a mum...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">but i cant imagine myself being a mum tml or any time soon...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">though i can imagine the <em>me</em> if i break up...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">but i cant imagine my life without him the next day or any time soon...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">though i can imagine hw it would be like when i passed away...<br />but i cant imagine me passing on the next min or any time soon...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">if the plan come in a sudden,</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">will i be force to be mature?</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">i'm sure i will...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">i'll look at the big picture and make the necessary plans...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">but the big qns is...</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><em><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">will there be any regret?</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-7745753956748871323?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-2429251454571855952008-09-24T12:55:00.003+08:002008-09-24T13:16:56.876+08:00<em><span style="color:#cc9933;">this is to a friend's cousin;</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">my friend...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">who just passed away...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">Liwei,</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">im sorry that i do not know u r the one she is always talking about...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">im sorry that it doesnt come across my mind that u r the one...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">im sorry that at tt pt of time, i didnt recall that u r her cousin...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">i know she has her reason for not telling me, it's you...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">since you &amp; your family want to be low profile on it...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">and i dont blame her for that...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">im glad that i heard about you...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">the you during the last few mths of your life...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">about your suffering and smiling...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">but im sorry that i didnt and couldn't do anything at that pt of time...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">im thankful that i had a sweet coincidence chance to chat with you in msn...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">u probably now know that i thought u were someone else at that time...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">but nevertheless, we still had a good chat...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">though not long...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">but that's the last memory of you for me...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">im sorry that i didnt have the chance to say a proper goodbye to you...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">i dont know what is the defination of a proper goodbye...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">can the 'bb' i said to u in msn at tt time be consider one?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;"></span></em><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;"><em>though i couldnt recall when is the last time i see u...<br />it's such a long long time ago...</em></span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">but i'll always rem that u had stepped into my life before...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">in my one of my life chapters -</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">Life of a Camera Promoter...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">in my heart,<br />i will always rem u...<br />the samsung mp3 promoter...<br />at sengkang courts...<br />who is funny and lame...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">Thank you for coming into my life...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">i guess u r entering to the chapter in your after life...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">no matter where is it...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">-Rest In Peace-</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-242925145457185595?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-10160951017990301702008-09-24T12:35:00.004+08:002008-09-24T12:55:09.512+08:00<span style="color:#999999;">well... thanks banana's tag...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">to ans u...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">they didnt dont like me...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">maybe except for one ba...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">lolx...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">to explain...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">there are 3 colleagues who are 25yrs to 29yrs old...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">so can be consider my age grp ba?</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">2 guys and 1 gal (manager)...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">though shld be the close with them...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">but im nt tt close with them...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">nt anymore...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">it's not that i dont like them...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">or they dont like me...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">it's just the way things are here...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">the other colleagues are nt close with them too...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">they give me the feeling that they are in their own world...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">and im nt allow in...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">(well... guy A and guy B are friends since sch days... and guy A &amp; gal A are closer than just friend... way before i join the company...)</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">but we do talk... and joke...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">sometimes crap ard...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">but i seldom eat with them...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">cause they always dine at expensive place...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">which i do in the past...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">but i got broke real fast...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">for the rest of my colleagues...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">who are the more older generation...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">40+++ and above...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">they usually go out pack food back n eat...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">and i do go out pack food with them...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">or they buy back for me...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">overall,</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">relationship with all colleagues at here...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">is well... not bad... =)</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">so thanks for all concern...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">and i understand what u mean in the tag...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">i do reflect whether fault lies with me...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">:)</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">i think i whine and whine...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">cause i somehow wish that ive a colleague/friend here...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">who are just a few yrs diff with me...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">or better still same age...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">and we r close...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">eat lunch together...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">talk abt anything... [like sisters]</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">but it's nt possible bah...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">till nw, i think that in working world...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">there are only colleagues; no friend...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">unless that person is ur friend before </span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">he/she is your colleague...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">-miss school life-</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-1016095101799030170?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-3172366420529474772008-09-15T16:35:00.001+08:002008-09-15T16:38:26.697+08:00<span style="color:#cc0000;">-.- my teeth hurts -.-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">shld be my gums hurts -.-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">*pain pain*</span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;"><em>and ive to think of whether i wanna pluck out my teeth or not...</em></span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;"><em>the teeth before my wisdom tooth...</em></span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;"><em>then my wisdom tooth...</em></span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;"><em>or i wanna strighten it...</em></span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">bottom line:</span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">i need more money !!!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-317236642052947477?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-18407398262247202952008-09-10T17:41:00.002+08:002008-09-10T17:58:57.075+08:00<span style="color:#ff6600;">i must blog abt this...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">it's another interesting encounter...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">yesterday, im waiting for my boi @ taka...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">i went to mooncake festi roadshow...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">to cut short...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">my hp dont know why dont have reception...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">cant receive any calls or msg...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">cant call out either...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">but of cause i dont know la...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">since i din msg or call anybody...</span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6600;">(but im holding my hp all the time...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6600;">waiting for my boii to call me...)</span></em><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">so my boii actually reached taka already...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">but couldn't reach me...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">so he walk round n round...</span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6600;">(u know hw crowded it is with the roadshow)</span></em><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">then i walk till tired le...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">so i went to the fountain there to sit...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">for a couple of mins...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">then he just appear right in front of me..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">-haha-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">well... normally he will be upset if he cant reach me on phone...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">but i think i gave him a super surprised face ^^</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">then we tried out my hp...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">and really cant receive or call out...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">but what matters is he still found me...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">-aww-</span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6600;">sweet coincidence...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffffff;">------------------------------------------------------------------</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">this is to my dearest hubby...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">u r such a precious to me...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">and i love u more with each passing day...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">though i know that u probably dont read my blog...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">but i have the strong urge to declare to the world...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">that i.love.u...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">aww...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">sound like i just fall in love right?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">-dots-</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">*muackx hubby*</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-1840739826224720295?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-84776522774915827062008-09-10T17:19:00.003+08:002008-09-10T17:41:13.377+08:00<em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;">this is to a colleague of mine...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;">i remembered he said to me...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;">that my attitude and character causes ppl to dislike...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;">esp those ppl who doesnt know me...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;">and that i should change...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;">now i see right...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;">he make ppl dislike even more...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;">he doesnt bother to read the email my manager sent...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;">or do the stuffs that my manager state in the email...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;">but he can stuck up to her so well...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;">and the words he used...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;">the things he said...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;">just make me feel like puking...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;">it's just what i usually hear from sec sch boys...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;">oh yah...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;">he stucks up well with my SM too...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;">-wth-</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;">i seriously quite loathe him...</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-8477652277491582706?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-1928235535955846562008-09-05T16:34:00.002+08:002008-09-05T16:37:38.150+08:00<span style="color:#cc33cc;">thanks yanhui for your concern...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">:)</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i cant tag with my office's computer...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">anyway, im okay le...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">haix...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">most of the things are pretty fine here...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">that's why i haven change job...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">-haha-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">it's only now and then...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">things goes wrong...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">then sianzzz...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">or when i take people ard me too hard...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">must learn to be contented...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">-lol-</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-192823553595584656?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-83474619570830536812008-09-02T15:01:00.003+08:002008-09-02T15:04:46.595+08:00<span style="color:#999999;"><em>i dislike the ME who keep blaming</em><br /><em>MYSELF!!!</em><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;">is it really my fault?</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;">-damn-</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;">or should i not take it too hard on myself?</span></em><br /></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#999999;"><em><span style="font-size:78%;">somehow, i can understand how Cindy feels...</span></em><br /></span><br /><em></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-8347461957083053681?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-26279632786510237752008-09-02T11:16:00.002+08:002008-09-02T11:23:51.958+08:00<em><span style="color:#999999;">yesterday i heard her telling him that some organiser called her...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#999999;">blah blah blah...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#999999;">blah blah blah...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#999999;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#999999;">what i do not understand is that why didnt she tell me abt it???</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#999999;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#999999;">since im the one who handle most of the events; not him...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#999999;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#999999;">maybe im jumping to conclusion here...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#999999;">maybe i hear wrongly...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#999999;">or misunderstand something...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#999999;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#999999;">but i dislike the way im feeling...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#999999;">towards most of the things here...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#999999;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#999999;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;">i think my bonus damn little...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;">actually a little lesser than one mth...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;">and im sure he got more than a mth...</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;">even by a little bit; is still more than a mth...</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-2627963278651023775?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-42806101924395837602008-09-01T20:37:00.002+08:002008-09-01T20:42:42.105+08:00<span style="color:#999999;">cry...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">cries...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">cried...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">crying...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">and im having a very bad headache now...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">and i probably caught a cold from all my tears...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">why must they quarrel???</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">i think my colleagues environment sux...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">casting a very big Shadow over my colourful life...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">i dislike the ME at work...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">i dislike the ME that don't feel like communicating...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">i dislike the ME that wish i can don't care everything...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">i dislike the ME that wish to disappear...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">i dislike the ME that feel like quitting...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">i dislike the ME that cried... badly...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-4280610192439583760?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-14479655206807530392008-09-01T15:28:00.002+08:002008-09-01T15:35:40.239+08:00<span style="color:#999999;">i dont like them!</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">i dont like them!!</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">i dont like them!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">cause they went to eat nice &amp; cheap food w/o me...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">and they din even bother to ask me...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">im so sick &amp; tired of them eating xpensive food...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">and im so sick &amp; tired of eating lunch alone!!</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">-ARGH-</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">i feel sooo very very very disconnect....!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;">p/s: cindy asked me to go to her company...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;">sis also asked me to go to her company...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;">but i... ... ...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#999999;">don't know...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-1447965520680753039?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-39676483481023837382008-08-30T22:17:00.002+08:002008-08-30T22:29:07.335+08:00<em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">im feeling loney...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">during work...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">in the office...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">like now...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">suddenly rem the song 'Lonely'...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">feeling so bored...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">so alone in this office...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">sick &amp; tired of having lunch alone...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">but those colleagues whom i used to dine with...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">they always eat good food...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">expensive food...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i cant follow them...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">cause ive to save up for my studies...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">it's my current aim...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">that's why i work &amp; earn $$$...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and trying hard to save $$$...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">-oh well-</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">seriously feeling loney -.-</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-3967648348102383738?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-30046111596716005142008-08-30T00:11:00.003+08:002008-08-30T00:18:52.215+08:00<em><span style="color:#999999;">ive a feeling...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#999999;">and i dont like this feeling at all...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#999999;">i cant really describe this feeling...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#999999;">it probably comes from a thought...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#999999;">(thinking -> feeling -> behavior -> action)</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#999999;">i know it has always been with me...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#999999;">though it very seldom appear...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#999999;">it's actually very very rare...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#999999;">but i don't like the way i feel...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#999999;">i only know that this feeling is making me</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#999999;">feel really sick...</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-3004611159671600514?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-23138897715516902992008-08-27T11:25:00.002+08:002008-08-27T11:51:51.822+08:00<span style="color:#ff6666;">yesterday is an interesting day!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">i must say it's a very coincidence day!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">hon told me to go home first...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">as he will be leaving office a little later...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">instead of going home, i went to PS to walk ard...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">finally i decided to buy some polar puffs before heading home...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and i saw hon walking towards me in the opposite direction!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-LOL-</span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">we really laughed very hard...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">and we hugged tightly too...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">(we usually hug &amp; give a peck on the cheek</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">when we meet each other;</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">a form of greeting...)</span></em><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">he said he was going to cut hair before going home...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">that's why he's at PS...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">so he went to cut his hair and i hang ard somemore to wait for him...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">then i took out my hp and realised that he did sms me...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">saying that he will be going for a haircut before going home...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">but i did not see the msg...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-LOL-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">after his haircut, we went to have dinner </span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">(our usual dinner date)</span></em><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">After makan-ing...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">hon realised that he told his mum that he's going home for dinner!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">so he gotta eat again when he got home...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-LOL-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">im loving that moment...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">the moment when we saw each other...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">the laughters we shared...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">the hugs &amp; kisses we had...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i remember watching 同年同月生 (same bdae)<br />with honey...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and i envy a couple...<br />who quarrel and walk away...<br />but they still meet each other...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">as though they can read each other mind...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">feel each other presence...<br />so fated...</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-2313889771551690299?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-26237536387721183642008-08-23T23:54:00.002+08:002008-08-24T01:46:09.076+08:00<span style="color:#cc33cc;">i think i can give myself a medal for all the super duper blur stuffs that i did...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">even i find it so ridiculous!</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and i find it hard to see myself like that...</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">it all started on friday...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">i went to work without my hp...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">i din know that ive forgotten my hp until i reached the gate of my workplace when im going to call my colleague...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">i was reading book on the way to work so i did not even suspect that my hp is super quiet...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">-oh well-</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">perhaps some of u might think that forgetting hp once in awhile is okay...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">perhaps some of u might think that who in hell will forget hp de... <em>(me lor)</em></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">anyway, i told my boss abt it...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">so i told him that i go home to get my hp at ard 1pm...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and la-la-la i happily took train back home...</span><br /><em><span style="color:#00cccc;">cause can escape from workplace for an hr plus...</span></em><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">however, i ended up reaching office at ard 4plus...!</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">because....</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">i realised that i forgotten to bring my house keys when im reaching home in like couples of mins time...!</span><br /><em><span style="color:#00cccc;">(my house key is in my bag which i leave it in the office)</span></em><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and the worse thing is...</span><br /><strong><span style="color:#00cccc;">nobody is home!</span></strong><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">my grandma <em>(who stay next next door)</em> told me that my mum just went downstair...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">so clever me went downstair to search for her...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">imagine it's drizzling that day...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and i from super cold walked until im super warm...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">from wearing jacket to wearing spag on a raining day...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><strong><span style="color:#00cccc;">and i still cannot find my mum...</span></strong><br /><em><span style="color:#00cccc;">until an hr plus later....</span></em><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">cant blame her cause it's my fault...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">-oh well-</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and when i reached the office, it's almost time to knock off...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">kinda wth lor...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">colleague might think that i eat snake...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">trying to cock up excuses...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">or rather trying to act blur...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">but damnit...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">it's seriously no fun running ard in the rain looking for somebody...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and blaming yourself for being so ''clever'' and forget to bring keys...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">-argh-</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">so today... sat...</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">went to office for some praying stuffs...</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">was pretty late cause i oversleep...</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">i brought an empty bag...</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">thinking that i can try to put some stuffs in from the basket of foods that im suppose to bring home...</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">so, i took out my wallet, hp pouch, ear piece and house key...</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">and put the food stuffs into my bag...</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">it's still raining then...</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">and im in a hurry to go home, bathe then meet sta &amp; friends...</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">so i called for a cab...</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">and finally im on the way home...</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><strong><span style="color:#33cc00;">when im reaching my house, i realised that i did not put back my wallet, key, ear piece &amp; hp pouch...!!!!</span></strong><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">ive only my hp with me because im holding it...</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">luckily my mum is home...</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">and she came down to pay for my cab fare first...</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">then i called my colleague who is still in the office...</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">and he found my wallet etc and kept it for me...</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">which i went back to the office on the way out with sta &amp; friends to collect it...</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">-cant believe it right?! how idiotic...-</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">the final thing that trigger my day off is that me, sta, cindy, glenn, angela, yx, grace and sk went in for the singapore firework festival...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">which i booked and collect the tickets weeks ago...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">and we got in n walk ard the carnival...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">we went to our seats (which is stated in the ticket)...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">mins later, a couple came to us and said that we are sitting on their seats...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">cindy tried to clarify but in the end we realised that <strong>our tickets are for 22nd aug (fri) instead of sat!!!</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;"></span><br /><strong><span style="color:#ffcc33;">ive booked the wrong date!!!</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ffcc33;">-damnit-</span></strong><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">we went to the back of all the seats...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">and we sat on the 'poncho' that sk &amp; glenn got...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">it's actually rubbish bag...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">ask them go buy 'poncho', they got rubbish bag...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">good thing is that the organiser did not chase us away...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">they allow us to stay there but we cannot sit on the seats as they are fully booked..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">i seriously felt very bad...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">and upset abt the whole stupid mistake that ive made...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">and i do rem myself checking...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">but did nt realise the error...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">it's like everything i read on the tickets n the confirmation email stated 23rd aug...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">then a few moments before the event started, an evil witch changes everything to 22nd aug...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;"></span><br /><strong><span style="color:#ffcc33;">-argh argh argh-</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;"></span></strong><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">im glad they still have fun taking tons of photos...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">and that the fireworks are fantastic!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">though we spent $18 each... yet w/o a seat...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">oh well...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">like they said... </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc33;">it's the experience n memories that count...</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">now, i only wish that i can lead my next few days of life blur-lessly...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">bless me wor...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-2623753638772118364?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-58339833615422926432008-08-21T12:29:00.002+08:002008-08-21T13:47:05.317+08:00<span style="color:#999999;">today i was finishing reading the book on train</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">''Sam's letters to Jennifer"</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">by James Patterson...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">at the final part..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">Sam passed away...</span><br /><em><span style="color:#999999;">(btw, Samantha is Jennifer's grandma..)</span></em><br /><span style="color:#999999;">and at her funeral, people close or nt close to her;</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">make a speech about her...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">i suddenly drifted off and picture my own funeral...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">i can picture my dearest friends...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">they will talk abt how lame i was...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">all the lame jokes... </span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">funny or stupid things that i did...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">and there will be a mixture of laughters and tears...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">the image makes me kinda sad yet glad...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">it's like i can feel it...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">hmmm... will my funeral be like that?</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">i must create more memorable memories...</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">-lol-</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-5833983361542292643?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-40150332959357499492008-08-18T16:11:00.003+08:002008-08-18T16:23:22.070+08:00<span style="color:#cc33cc;">..::my.weekend::..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i had so much fun this weekend... :)</span><br /><span style="color:#66cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66cccc;">..::Sat::..</span><br /><span style="color:#66cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66cccc;">went to pasir ris beach to cycle with alina after work...</span><br /><span style="color:#66cccc;">took photos with the horses there...</span><br /><span style="color:#66cccc;">the pics are with alina so din upload to my friendster...</span><br /><span style="color:#66cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66cccc;">then went to korean class...</span><br /><span style="color:#66cccc;">had difficulty catching up...</span><br /><span style="color:#66cccc;">hurmph...</span><br /><span style="color:#66cccc;">feel like giving up le...</span><br /><span style="color:#66cccc;">plus i'll miss my class next week cause im going out!</span><br /><span style="color:#66cccc;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#66cccc;">what a not-so-serious student</span></em><br /><span style="color:#66cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66cccc;">had dinner @ amk hub...</span><br /><span style="color:#66cccc;">tried durian fried rice!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#66cccc;">it's fantastic!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#66cccc;">i told my hon... but he feels disgusted...</span><br /><span style="color:#66cccc;">-lol-</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">..::Sunday::..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">Went to mt. faber...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">with... GACES &amp; CO...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">CO = Weiting &amp; Alina...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">i thinking calling us GACES &amp; WA...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">it's our funky photo taking session...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">we are suppose to dressed up...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">as any character we want...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">angela as scientist / researcher...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">glenn as no. 1 uniform diver...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">sk as recuit...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">weiting as the student...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">alina &amp; cindy as the teachers...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">alina is like the sexy kinda teachers that parent hated...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">and cindy is like those head of department (HOD) teachers that student hated?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">-LOL-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">im dressed up as graduates!! cause i got the robe... :)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">and our darling photographer is glenn's sister, evonne!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">with her new Nikon D300...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">we had so much fun posing around...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">and there are alot of candid shoots...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">and funny pics...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">i enjoyed every single moments...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">photos have been uploaded to my friendster...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">do check it out~!!!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-4015033295935749949?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-56047533488879042422008-08-06T19:00:00.002+08:002008-08-08T16:18:30.601+08:00<span style="color:#c0c0c0;">i was thinking...</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">how does a person feel when he/she is eating in the same table with someone influential, famous and rich...?</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">i wonder to myself...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">how do i feel if im the person?</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">i think that i will feel suffocate...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">cause as much as i wanna talk...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">i will keep very quiet...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">for fear that i say the wrong thing...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">or perhaps pronoun words wrongly..</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">causing another joke of the day...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">(which i always did... -.- </span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">and my boii always laugh and correct me)</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">i will keep thinking how i behave when i eat...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">all the table manners that i learnt in etiquette class...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">and i will be very conscious about my behaviour...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">and my mind will be focusing on myself; on the conversation...</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">somehow, i think that i'll lose myself even more...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">it will all be so unreal...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">and i won't be myself...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">and i doubt the rest on the table will be impressed by me...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">i will lose concentration on the topics they are discussing..</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">and they will probably find that im so anti-social...</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">Looking at another side of the coin...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">i think maybe if you just be yourself...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">at ease...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">then the influential person will also be at ease...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">and everything will be ok in the end...</span><br /><span style="color:#c0c0c0;">-lol-</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc33cc;">today i had one such encounter...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc33cc;">not the same as above mentioned...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc33cc;">alot smaller...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc33cc;">and guess what...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc33cc;">i kept quiet...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc33cc;">i think i only say 'hello'...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc33cc;">then listen to them conversation...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc33cc;">made eye contact...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc33cc;">smiles...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc33cc;">nod my head to show that im still listening...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc33cc;">-lol-</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-5604753348887904242?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-57328950019545924232008-08-02T12:42:00.003+08:002008-08-02T12:48:45.533+08:00<span style="color:#cc33cc;">this weekend unlike last weekend...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">seem to be much more boring...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">working half day today...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">later going buy a bdae card then going home...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">think i'll slack at grandma's house with my cousin...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">until i meet cindy at 5pm...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">we're going to liying's bbq @ east coast...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">but leaving early cause cindy got another celebration @ pasir ris...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">-yawn-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">tml... i don't know what to do either...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i only know i'll wakey at 11.30am to watch REM!</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">maybe meet up with my boii...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">maybe go expo with alina since got watson sales...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">hmmm...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">but don't really feel like spending money...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">-damn-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">am i still me?</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">-omg-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">manage to spend $0 ytd...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">strave myself until after my event at night...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">then got food to eat...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">good food somemore...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">haha... so cheapo... -damn-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i did eat cornflakes in the afternoon la...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">but then... still pretty hungry by the time i finally eat...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">money money money...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">will u pls fall from the sky...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">-haix-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i think i can be a cast for money no enough 3 -.-</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-5732895001954592423?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-68093414885585338092008-07-30T15:39:00.002+08:002008-07-30T15:46:57.210+08:00<span style="color:#3366ff;">..:: Tue - 29.07.08::..</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">went to Hyatt hotel grand ballroom!</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">a Thank You reception by MFA...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">standing buffet style reception...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">well...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">PR-ing is boring...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">lolx...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">have to make small talk...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">and really find topics...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">or rather have an idea what the person is talking abt...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">meaning your general knowledge must be good...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">since i wanna go into marketing / tourism line...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">i must master this part well...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">oh well...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">i'll upload the photo in friendster once we got it from the photographer...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-6809341488558533809?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-83901844689761197232008-07-29T13:58:00.000+08:002008-07-30T15:39:15.904+08:00<em><span style="color:#cccccc;">i have wanted to update abt my weekend...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cccccc;">since monday...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cccccc;">but was busy...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cccccc;">so here i am...</span></em><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">..::Sat - 28 july::..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">Went to Sentosa!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">it''s been abt one yr since i last been there!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">alot of things have changed...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">went there with my boii &amp; his frenz &amp; alina...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">Played volleyball !!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">and i hurt my hand...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">bruises... :(</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">went to cafe del-ma to chill...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">chat... and watch bikini girls...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">they are having foam party...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">but we're nt in the pool...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">i think i very long nv exercise le...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">whole body aching...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">but im looking forward to our next volleyball session...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">it's really fun ^^</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">..::Sun - 29 july::..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">had lunch @ new york new york @ kovan...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">to see sk in his botak head...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">then we (me, glenny, liwei, cindy &amp; alina) went to pasir ris...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">well...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">me n glenn are to cycle...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">cindy n alina are to learn roller blading...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">liwei is to prevent cindy from falling...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">but ended up, me n glenn also assist them in learning...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">though we both don't really know how to skate as well...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">-zzz-</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">but... we still get to cycle...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">while they are getting the roller blades...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">and after they return the roller blades...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">and we saw horses!</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">got white colour de...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">-so cool-</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">had dinner @ hongkong cafe @ white sands...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">sk &amp; his gal joined us...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">then he left to book in le...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">-aww-</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#ffff00;">it's cool to have a fully occupied weekend...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffff00;">and i really like that weekend...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffff00;">though i skipped my korean lesson...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffff00;">-lol-</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffff00;">and though my whole body still ache from all the sports...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffff00;">but i hope more of my weekend will be like that ^^</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-8390184468976119723?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-53437122099450795012008-07-22T12:38:00.003+08:002008-07-22T13:08:55.272+08:00<span style="color:#ff6666;">today is me n dear dear 3yrs + 1mth anniversary!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">well... minus away the 3yrs...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">it's our 1st mth anniversary...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and it sounds more exciting!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">but we didn't do anything extrordinary la...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">we went to amk hub watch the dark knight...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">it's a long movie...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">2.5hrs...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">but it's a worthwhile movie to watch :)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and i especially like the joker...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">then hon went to levi's to buy a jean...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">which i promise him long long ago that i'll acc him to buy...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">then we went to the mac opp. amk library...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">nice serene environment...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and they play fm class 95...</span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">love songs...</span></em><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">well... we have another purpose of going there...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and that's to <em>spy</em> at alina... n a guy...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-LOL-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">we left the mac...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">took a walk at the park...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">made hon run up a flight of stairs..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">cause he lost playing scissor paper stone with me...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">went to J8 to buy a bilabong tee for his bro...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and hon bought a bilabong slipper...</span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">i din see any that i like, so i din get anything... =(</span></em><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">walk ard a little then went back to amk to acc alina for dinner...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and of cause... to hear the stories...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-LOL-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">we hang ard until 10plus...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">then i actually am going home alone...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">but hon surprise me by sending me home...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">u guys might think what's so surprising abt sending me home...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">well... though my hon usually picks me up from work n send me home...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">but there are days when he's tired and we will take the same train (red line) but i alight at amk (and go home from there) and he goes to yishun...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">and usually when we go amk hub till late, i'll go back by myself cause it'll be very late when he gets home if he sends me back... plus the next day is a working day...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">thus, it's a surprise! -lol-</span></em><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">well... there are probably peeps out there who think...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">what's so special abt your anniversary and other dates?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">the fact is... yup... we usually will also watch movie, eat, shop...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">so everyday is like an anniversary to me!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">just that on the actual day...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">we will make an effort to be together...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">be a little more attentive n sweeter...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">or even dress up for the day...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">present is secondary :)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">because the best present we give each other...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">is...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">A COMPANY...</span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">(read as accompany)</span></em><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">this company.... co-joint...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">might not be big...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">might not need alot of ppl to manage...</span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">(just the two of us ^^)</span></em><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">but it have unlimited funds and resources...</span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">(love, faith, happiness, hope, smiles, laughters)</span></em><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">no doubt there will bound to be some crisis sometimes...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">but it will eventually be solve =)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">i love you, hon...</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-5343712209945079501?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-67521264040961554122008-07-19T11:38:00.003+08:002008-07-19T12:24:58.352+08:00<span style="color:#ff6666;">angela asked me a qns ytd...</span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">will you and sta get married??</span></em><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">although this qns isnt new to me...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">i will sometime wonder in my head too...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">like all girls...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">dreaming of their ideal wedding...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">ideal honeymoon countries...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">ideal guy to be with for the rest of her life...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">note that i use the word <em>'ideal'</em> instead of <em>'perfect'</em>...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">there isn't so much perfection everywhere...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">it's more of how u see it perfectly....</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">you may see or think that this is perfect...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">but others might see it otherwise...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">just like the phase...</span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">beauty in the eyes of the beholder</span></em><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">anyway, back to my topic...</span><br /><strong><u><span style="color:#ff6666;">Marriage</span></u></strong><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">well...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">logically, i cannot account for what happen in future...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">if u ask me, at this point of time; this very moment...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">will i want to get married to him...</span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">yes, i want to... but this is not possible...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></em><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">note: a marriage means being responsible for not just your life but you and your spouse life... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">so... problem now are...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">we do not have a plan (or rather a stable plan)...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">not even for ourselves... not to say for two persons...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">do not have the financial capability...</span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">so there won't be an ideal wedding...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">an ideal house...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">an ideal honeymoon...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">an ideal marriage life...</span></em><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and i don't intend to get marry a 2nd time...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">so they are impt...!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">If we are both 25yrs old now...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and have all that are stated above...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">don't need to be rich...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">just well-to-do...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">then i'm sure u will receive our wedding invitation soon...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">ok... so why is it that i cannot ans that i will get married to him in like how many yrs time?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">well... i did think before that i would like to get married to him in year 2012...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">if our r/s is still stable...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">if our love is still there...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">if we are still alive...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">but i cant be sure that i will confirm be married to him...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">not everytime what u want, is what u get...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">but of cause u surely won't get if u dont even want it...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">my uncertainty is not breaking up...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">my uncertainty is that we do not know when we will die...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">but my certainty is that we do know we will die one day...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">For now,</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">we shall enjoy to love and being loved...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">happily together...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and of cause cherish every moments together...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">smiling laughing teasing arguing quarreling...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">it's so precious and dear to me...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">the time will come...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">one day...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and i will let u know when <u>we</u> start planning...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">note: i believe every individual should at least start saving (little by little) for their own marriage... even if you are uncertain who your partner is... or whether u will get married or not... because marriage is a two-person thing... dont expect they guy to pay only... or your parent... or in-laws... and having more savings is always good :)</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-6752126404096155412?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-75900541070085221912008-07-13T13:11:00.002+08:002008-07-13T13:19:07.071+08:00<span style="color:#ff6600;">Yesterday is my first korean class!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">well.. it's the second... i skipped the first last week to go watch ndp preview...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">the class is interesting!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">and i think korean might be easier than chinese...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">so if im able to learn chinese,</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">im able to learn korean too ^^</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">but... i'll need people to practice conversing with...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">me n alina tried talking in korean...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">broken phrases...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">and we sound funny...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">and sometimes with diff tones,</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">we sound like we're swearing...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">-LOL-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">ive to find a way to learn it in an simpler way ^^</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6600;">this is gonna be exciting...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6600;">8 more lessons to go...</span></em><br /><br />----------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br /><span style="color:#000099;">today is sunday...</span><br /><span style="color:#000099;">but im working...</span><br /><span style="color:#000099;">argh...</span><br /><span style="color:#000099;">working on sunday is okay...</span><br /><span style="color:#000099;">got more OT...</span><br /><span style="color:#000099;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000099;">but alot things ain't okay... =(</span><br /><span style="color:#000099;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000099;">i think ive to cure my own 心病...</span><br /><span style="color:#000099;">have to keep remain calm...</span><br /><span style="color:#000099;">and hopefully neutral...</span><br /><span style="color:#000099;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#000099;">afterall it's just work...</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-7590054107008522191?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-1208884114856422042008-07-09T23:10:00.003+08:002008-07-09T23:13:42.059+08:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc0000;">why am i charging more ppl for events so that more ppl can work...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc0000;">but YOU (maybe 3 of u) are doing work not related to the event??</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc0000;">it's my event, it's my call...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc0000;">but what's the point when u won't do what i say...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc0000;">im trying to respect u to tell u very indirectly that u shld go up and help out...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc0000;">just show face... will do...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc0000;">u r being paid k...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc0000;">if i argue, i know u have strong backup...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc0000;">she will say that ive enough manpower...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc0000;">but still u r being paid...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#cc0000;">and i still charge the organiser!!</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc0000;">...i.hate.it...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-120888411485642204?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-46754955050484661712008-07-03T17:30:00.001+08:002008-07-03T17:32:42.305+08:00<strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;"><em>You're stronger than you think you are but only if you want to be...</em></span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-4675495505048466171?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-44360522941110448742008-07-03T12:27:00.003+08:002008-07-03T12:53:27.621+08:00<em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i think i would like to blog this little story...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">though it's not mine...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">but i wont mention names...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></em><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">He is married...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">She is not...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">She is 4 years older than him...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">they work together...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and she holds a higher position...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">they shared a very complicated relationship...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">when he is on leave,</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">she is on leave too...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">when he is in afternoon shift...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">she will come in the afternoon too...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">when he is attending to his work...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">she will go with him too...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">if u think is because his work is impt,</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">then u r wrong...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">because another person who did the same thing as him on another day,</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">she did not go...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">when he attends meeting because a colleague is on leave,</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">she will attend the meeting too...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">the other colleague usually attend the meeting alone...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">when he types email,</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">she will assist in the typing...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and defend him when something goes wrong...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">he will always have the correct ans...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">because she is the maker...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and he does not fear to give the wrong ans...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">because she will back him up...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">they always leave workplace together...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">During seminar, she will keep quiet if she is not seated next to him...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">If she is seated next to him,</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">they will start chatting by typing in the hp...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">When people is ard in the office,</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">they will write notes to chat...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">as though to prevent people from listening to their conservation...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">there is seldom a moment that the 2 of them are not together...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and during office hour,</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">u can reach both of them by calling either of them...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">do you think they are in love?</span></em><br /><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">do you think the guy will give up his marriage?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">will they eventually part on bad terms?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">how long can they remain in this kind of r/s?</span></em><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i suppose they know that they are very obvious...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">just that nobody wanna say anything about it...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">because it's none of anybody else business...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">maybe except his wife...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">to me,</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i find it like an ironic novel...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">like a drama...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i can't wait to see the ending...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">for those who are weak in mind,</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">pls... not all marriage are like that...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">not all guys are like that either...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">so after reading this,</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">pls do not be phobia of marriage. or guys..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">because what u heard is probably an ugly one...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">but that doesnt mean u cant create a beautiful one...</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-4436052294111044874?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-65124484619205346152008-07-02T14:12:00.002+08:002008-07-02T18:17:26.545+08:00<span style="color:#cc9933;">..::pay.increment::..<br /></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">yes!!</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">u hear it right..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">i've got a pay increment!!<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">though overall is still very little as compared with my other friends but it's better than nothing!!</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">though it's still far from my ideal pay...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">-haha-</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">my classmate who got my ideal pay said that shes doing shit work...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">so i should be happy for my job...</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;"><em>but im still not feeling happy about my job...</em><br /></span><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">-that's sad-</span></em><br /><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">everyday to me is like...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">work work work...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">busy busy busy..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">free free free...</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">i dont seem to have a purpose in it...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">it's like..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">i know today ive this appt...</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">ive this meeting...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">ive this event...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">and i'll be rushing here n there...<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">or when ive got nth...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">i'll be busy with paperwork...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">or just staring at the computer...</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">other than that..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">there is no purpose at all..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">i dont see what i want to achieve...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">do i want to aim to take over my manager or senior manager position?</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;"><em>i don't...</em><br /></span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;"><em>i don't even envy or crave for it...</em><br /></span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">sometimes, i do feel...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">like im a lone warrior...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">in this workplace...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;"><em>i know this is bad...</em><br /></span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;"><em>it's not that i dont know...</em><br /></span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">but if one day i leave here...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">i'll not be 舍不得...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">i'll miss the environment...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">the nature...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">and everything that is not associate with human..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">everytime i think of work...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">i miss sales...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">maybe i shld get a license to sell property...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">or maybe insurance...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">earn alot mah...</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">but selling simple things...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">like camera...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">is probably one of the best sales line...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">i feel sad for myself...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">for my work...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">but nevertheless...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">i still must fight fight fight...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">i believe alot ppl out there...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">like me...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">will find their work meaningless...</span></em><br /><span style="color:#cc9933;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">you may find an interest in your work...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">but it's harder to find a work in your interest...</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-6512448461920534615?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-78769631101130153662008-06-20T23:59:00.000+08:002008-06-21T15:21:23.217+08:00<strong><em><span style="color:#ff0000;">HAPPY 3RD YEAR ANNIVERSARY HONEY!!!</span></em></strong><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">time really flies...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">before we knew it, it's already the 3rd year...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and ppl said we are like in honeymoon period...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-aww-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">thanks for the patience with me...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">for bearing with all my nonesense and craps...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">for entertaining me despite yourself...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">for making me laugh...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and definately, for letting me being myself</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">in this relationship...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">i love you 3 yrs ago...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and i will continue loving u 3 yrs later...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and definately the many many yrs to come...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">i believe in falling in love...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">over and over again...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">i believe in making u falling in love with me...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">again and again...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and i hope there won't be a day i fall out of love with u...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">vice versa...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-aww-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">Thanks for the wonderful day...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">though the initial plan din work out...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">but im sure we enjoyed each other company...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">Thanks for the wonderful bouquet of roses that you handmade...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">99 roses all together...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">a bouquet that never die...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">it's really touching...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">*muackz*</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">For a girl to handmade a bouqet of roses is not an easy task...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">at least i dont know how to make it...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">despite u trying to teach me...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">For a guy to handmade 99 roses is definately harder...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and seeing your hand got rougher due to folding the roses...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">make my heart goes awwww...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">Hope u like the crumpler bag i gave u...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and also the handmade photo album...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">*hugs*</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">i love you, hon...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">*muackx*</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-7876963110113015366?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-41525250849348335932008-06-18T10:09:00.002+08:002008-06-18T10:36:00.907+08:00<em>sorry for the lack of blogging...</em><br /><em>been really busy...</em><br /><em>and also lazy to blog...</em><br /><em></em><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">i just read sis huiting's blog...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">pretty upset for her...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">for her in-laws...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">the way they don't let Chloe (her daughter) be close to her...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">made me damn sick...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">and sad...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">i just find that everybody have their FIRST time being a mum...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">even if they think she is young; and there's alot she dont know...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">the baby is still hers...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">and she can always learn how to take care of the baby...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">it's always the experience of being a first time mum...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">and i thought all woman are born to be a natural mum...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;">there is some percentage of motherly in all woman...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff99;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#ffff99;">i hope in future, my in-laws will not be like that...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffff99;">but if im a career woman, they can take care of the baby for all they want...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffff99;">-lol-</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffff99;">that doesn't sound pretty good right...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ffff99;">hmm...</span></em><br /><em></em><br />---------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">I need a pair of spectacles...</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">my eye sight getting from good to bad...</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">but hon said i wear spect not nice...</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">wear contact lens better...</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">but im afraid to wear contact lens...</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">my eyes blink too much...</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">-awww-</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#33cc00;">must get a pair of spect when i get my pay next month...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33cc00;">though hon wanna buy one for me...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33cc00;">-lol-</span></em><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;"></span><br />---------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br /><em><span style="color:#33ccff;">anybody wondering how am i surviving with a pathetic $ i have?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ccff;"></span></em><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">well... im still keeping my budget to $15 per day..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">but i know i spend alot more from my hon's $$...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">-hahaha-</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">tonight have yingtao's bdae celebration...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">and it means spending $$ again...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">-haix-</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">and guess what...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">today is MANGO SALES day!!!</span><br /><em><span style="color:#33ccff;">why did i sign up for their newsletter...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#33ccff;">if not, i wont know abt it...</span></em><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">i will still go window shop a little latter...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">and hope that on the 28th,</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">they still have sales...</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">-lol-</span><br /><br />---------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">oooh yah...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">i went for clubbing the other day...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">on friday the 13th...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">with sta, alina &amp; sta's ns frenz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">for his frenz' ORD celebration...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">this time went to Double O...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">well...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">i like Double O <u>bar</u> which we stayed till midnight...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">and i simply love the lychee martini !!!</span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff9900;">-craving-</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span></em><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">for the clubbing part,</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">not really...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">they order a drink called vocalno...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">very beautiful...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">the songs tonight is R&amp;B...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">i still like Mambo best...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">so i seriously din really dance...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">wonder if alina did enjoy herself...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">and...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">i kanna stepped hard once...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">=(</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">after clubbing at ard 2am...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">we went for bak gu teh...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">till abt 3am...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">before home sweet home...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span><br />--------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">one thing i realised i din blog b4...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">because im always waiting for myself to dl the pics from my camera...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">which i've no time to do so...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff6666;">i went to SINGAPORE FLYER!!!</span></strong><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">on 24th May 2008...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">with hubby of cause...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">His aunt gave us the tickets!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-haha-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">otherwise, it will cost us $30 each...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-aww-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">we managed to see the sunset...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and took alot photos of the sunset...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">the ride is slow and steady...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">30mins...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">if there is no sunset to see,</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">then it's a pretty slow ride...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">but with sunset,</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">the ride seems to end pretty fast...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">will update photos in my friendster soon...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">the Singapore Flyer look like the lego Ferris Wheel which my boii gave me on my bdae last year...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">im so glad that we went...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">and i would love to go again...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">there is something i wanna do...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6666;">-lol-</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-4152525084934833593?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-68478434071358486092008-06-10T13:41:00.004+08:002008-06-10T13:54:31.175+08:00<span style="color:#00cccc;">seeing my bank balance is making me very <strong>EMO</strong>...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">imagine it's only 12 days after ive gotten my pay...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and 18 more days before i get my next pay...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and im left with less than 20% of my pay in the bank...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">yes, u heard it right...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"><strong><em>LESS THAN 20%</em></strong>...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">this is my estimated breakdown in percentage of my expenses (the 80% of my pay):</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">Amt Withdraw (food &amp; MSIC etc): 18%</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">Bills: 17%</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">Present: 15%</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">Shopping: 13%</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">Saving: 7%</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">Movie: 3%</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">Transport: 4%</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">Cash on hand: 4%</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">This is seriously how very bad it is...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">=(((</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">it's not that i dont know financial planning...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">I know that i should put 60% of my pay into saving...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">which is highly impossible...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">Well, to console myself...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">i can say... this mth hp bill is high...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">due to oversea calls when im at bangkok....</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and getting presents for my dearest ones are worthwhile...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">But still, i must stop myself from withdrawing $$...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and spending them without knowing...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">Next mth onwards have to start paying dad's cpf for the $$ he spent on my poly education...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">i must <em>(got no choice)</em> spend alot lesser...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">otherwise, i'll really die...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">good thing is...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">next mth can get bonus...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">when i don't know...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">how much i also don't know...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">hoping for pay rise...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"><em>-still emoing-</em></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-6847843407135848609?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-31779777855559320252008-06-09T14:28:00.002+08:002008-06-09T14:40:55.411+08:00<em><span style="color:#ff6600;">This is a post that i typed in my hp on Friday night...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6600;">6 June 2008...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6600;">it's actually a conversation with me, myself &amp; i...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span></em><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">My equation in life is:</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">the average of all that's deem impt to me = Happiness</span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6600;">is this equation wrong or am i losing it?</span></em><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">I understand that with great sadness comes greater happiness..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">And with greater happiness comes even greater sadness..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">It's a cycle..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">There's probably no great or greater..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">For happiness and sadness cannot be measured..</span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6600;">as some said, are not suppose to be measured..</span></em><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">It's the process of how you embrace and overcome sadness that makes you grow..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">It's the process of how you embrace and cherish happiness that makes you grow..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">U grow to learn to be strong to embrace and overcome difficulties..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">U grow to learn to embrace and cherish happiness..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">Embrace and overcome simply means that i have to live through it..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">Not by doing nothing..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">But by trying your best to do something to make everything better and happier..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">Embrace and cherish not by doing nothing.. but by doing something to protect the precious happiness; to keep it alive..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">By trying your best to do something even if it still failed and the only way left is to leave, doesn't make you a quitter..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">As it takes great courage for a person who did so much; spent so much time and effort to give up all and leave..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">A quitter is someone who does nothing and decided to leave from the start..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6600;">what's the something that i should do??</span></em><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">take the first step..</span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6600;">what's the set limit to have tried my very best??</span></em><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">somehow, i think i will know it.. and people will feel it..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-3177977785555932025?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-21256923782741571542008-06-06T17:38:00.002+08:002008-06-06T17:48:08.370+08:00<em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">am i being too sensitive...?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">he (the colleague that shouted yesterday) did not come into the office the whole day...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">he did not even put back the walkie by himself...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">he get another colleague to put back for him...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i seriously hope im thinking too much and deep...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">am i being too sensitive...?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">how come i feel that some other colleagues distanced away from me...?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">is the colleague who shouted yesterday very unhappy with me...?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and caused other colleagues to distance from me...?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">is it like a kind of virus...?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i seriously hope im being damn too sensitive...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">but i sensed the tone of your voice differ...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i don't even know what i did wrong...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">why did he shout...?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">is it my tone...?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">is it my qns...?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">probably i shouldn't even ask...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i rem myself asking him nicely...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">why does he have to shout...?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and distance the heart away...?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">teacher teaches us...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">if don't know, ask...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i ask u is because i respect u...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i did not shout back beacuse i respect u...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">my boss asked me today...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">did they respect me...?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">im super upset with all these things...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i don't earn more than them...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i do more shyt than them...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and i have to bear with the shyt they giving me now...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">how long more can i bear with all these?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">im really mentally very tired already...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i dont want to give up...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">im not a quitter...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i want to make things better...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">but can you guys give me a chance...?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i cannot go on not talking to him...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">we must make things works...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">somehow...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">tears don't make me weaker...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">it should make me stronger...</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-2125692378274157154?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-29256469039524147422008-06-06T16:58:00.005+08:002008-06-06T17:07:23.012+08:00<span style="color:#ffcccc;">..::Welcome Princess Chloe into the World::..</span> <div><div><div><span style="color:#ffcccc;">..::On 2 June 2008::..<br /></span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ffcccc;">Went to see her on 3 June...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffcccc;">She is so adorable...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffcccc;">-aww-</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ffcccc;">and she weigh heavier than merrick when he's born...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffcccc;">i think for the parent to see the child being born into this world is very touching...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffcccc;">and for us (who isn't mum yet), cannot understand...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffcccc;">the pain that she went through...</span></div><div><em><span style="color:#ffcccc;">make me feel that i don't wanna give birth...</span></em></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ffcccc;">Attached some of her photos for you to see...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffcccc;">and i look forward to her 1st mth...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffcccc;">and hopefully i dare to carry her already...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ffcccc;">haha...</span></div><div></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5208691638922827474" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_4MWqQtLmRZo/SEj9cuKK1tI/AAAAAAAABP4/u6pmFX_wRVQ/s320/DSC00395.jpg" border="0" /> <div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5208691894093817586" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_4MWqQtLmRZo/SEj9rkvrJvI/AAAAAAAABQA/1ZdeSmsxqAk/s320/DSC00401.jpg" border="0" /></div></div></div><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5208692118252905250" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_4MWqQtLmRZo/SEj94nzXYyI/AAAAAAAABQI/G7h3EXMi2sw/s320/DSC01249.JPG" border="0" /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-2925646903952414742?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-2544710235725939912008-06-05T17:44:00.003+08:002008-06-05T18:00:06.453+08:00<span style="color:#ff6666;">..::Alina's Bday::..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"><strong>HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALINA!!</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">we had a celebration for her ytd @ serangoon garden way...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">for pics to view, pls click on the link to her blog =)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and i sorta spoilt the bday present surprise because...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">i included her in one of my smses...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-zzz-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">Though i cant rem when did i stupidly did that...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">but we have a good laugh abt it...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">or rather they did...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-HAHAHA-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">and that's one gd thing abt it... =)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">I had fun ytd...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">it's better than planned...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">i believed the rest feel the same too... :)</span><br /><br />-------------------------------------------------<br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Sorry for the lack of blogging...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">ive been extremely busy recently...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">ive got so much to blog...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">but had forgotten abt them...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">i find that my brain is sound an emergency alarm...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">*beep beep*</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">and telling me that my memory is extremely limited...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">and that i need to change the memory card...</span><br /><em><span style="color:#993399;">but there is no way i can do that...</span></em><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">im really getting very absent-minded...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">i will suddenly rem things which ive forgotten...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">i will also suddenly forget things which i knew i rem...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#993399;">it's like...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993399;">i remembered ive to send this email...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993399;">i reminded myself ive to send this email...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993399;">but i eventually forgotten all abt it when im staring at my com thinking what did i remind myself to do...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993399;">then at night, i will suddenly rem i need to send this email...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993399;">but the next day, there is a chance i'll forget again...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993399;"></span></em><br /><span style="color:#993399;">i know, i shld write it down somewhere...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">-oh well-</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">i just din make the effort to...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">sometimes i'll type it in my hp...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">but i'll forget to check my hp...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">-damn-</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#993399;">another case...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993399;">my boii asked me to put my purse in my bag compartment...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993399;">cause i always spend a long time searching for my small black purse inside my big bag...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993399;">so i listen to his advice and put it in the compartment after i tapped my card into the station...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993399;">and when im going to tap outta the station,</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993399;">i started searching my bag again...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993399;">before remembering it's actually in the compartment...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993399;">and this incident happened like zillion times...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993399;">even this morning...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#993399;">-OMG-</span></em><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Some days i suffered insomia...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">i dont know why...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">maybe because ive too many things in my mind...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">at night, i'll suddenly recalled some things...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">otherwise, i'll recalled i've some things to do but yet to be done...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">is this some sort of stress?</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">-hmm-</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">i wakey in the morning...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">with the darn feeling that i dont wanna go work...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">and that's probably the slowest moment...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">because once i reached office,</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">everything moved very fast...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">non-stop...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">ive to start clearing my emails, documents, meetings...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">settle this, settle that...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">sometimes, i dont even have time to check mail till like 4plus?</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">and suddenly, it's time to knock off...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">-zzz-</span><br /><br />----------------------------------------------------<br /><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">today, my colleague shouted...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">or rather screamed...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">directly or indirectly at me...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">gave me a shock...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">the way he react...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">haix...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">i dont even see myself as their superior...</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">so why do they fear?</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">-haix-</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-254471023572593991?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-33136878756137890682008-05-23T14:12:00.002+08:002008-05-23T14:19:29.782+08:00<strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">I feel the need to BOLD this...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">GREAT SINGAPORE SALE IS HERE!!!</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">from today till 20 July...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">and i started my shopping during lunch time @ PS...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">Everywhere u see is *SALES*!!</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">it's driving me CRAZY...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">'cause i'll keep spending =((</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">i bought a pant from GG5 just now...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">and a jacket + a top @ M)PHOSIS...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="color:#cc0000;">cant wait for my pay to come on the 28th...</span></em></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-3313687875613789068?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-9210303923932619832008-05-23T10:10:00.002+08:002008-05-23T10:51:18.465+08:00<span style="color:#00cccc;">..::Thoughts - if im blind::..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">ytd while on the way home, i was thinking..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">what if im blind suddenly...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">then i think i shld be thankful that im not born blind..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">because at least i know how does different colours look like..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">i know how words look like..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">i know the key(s) on the keyboard..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">i can still picture in my mind..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">since i can picture in my mind,</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">im sure i can still type without looking at e keyboard..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">just like what im doing now..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">the only problem will be using the mouse..</span><br /><em><span style="color:#00cccc;">unless there is a person who open the page just for me to type..</span></em><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and also there will be typo error..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">but im sure my frenz who know me will still know what im typing..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">i think i still will be able to sing K with my friend..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">even though i cant read the words..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">but i can listen to the songs..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and most of the time even now,</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">i listen and sing without looking through the lyrics..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and i <em>create</em> my own lyrics..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">i will still want to try to play the arcade basketball..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and see if i still shoot when im blind..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">maybe one day i should blindfold myself,</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and try shooting the bball..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">when im blind,</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">im sure i'll be able to appreciate more from e other senses..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">like the sound of just a leave falling onto the ground..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">the touch of a breeze moving pass me..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">i'll take time to feel the Braille text on the lift button..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">the smell of the hotdog from a kid that walk past..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and of cause, i'll still be able to taste great food..</span><br /><em><span style="color:#00cccc;">just that someone might have to cut the food for me..</span></em><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">i believe im able to handle using a fork to bring food to my mouth..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">no doubt i will face alot of problem..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and even thinking about me being blind suddenly..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">brought a sense of fear into my heart..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">i suddenly does feel sad &amp; empty..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"><strong><u>BUT</u></strong> if a person did not think about this problem which <em><u>might</u></em> happen to anyone; anytime..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">then im sure that person will feel even more fear than im..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">one thing for sure..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">when something bad suddenly happen to u..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">u will be demoted from an adult to a kid..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">people will shower u with more attention, care &amp; concern..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">u will definately need their (friends, families, or even public) help now and then..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and this is the part alot people cannot accept..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">hence give up on themselves..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">For me, ive always enjoy being a kid..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and if im going to be demoted to a kid..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">i'll accept myself being a kid..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">needing help now and then..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">it'll just mean a 2nd life for me..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">i'll do things differently of cause..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and one day, i will still prove to the others that ive grown to be an adult..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-921030392393261983?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-17958689813403504552008-05-22T18:21:00.002+08:002008-05-22T18:30:59.744+08:00<span style="color:#ff6600;">..::5 People U Meet in Heaven::..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">this is another book by the author who wrote</span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6600;">tuesday with morrie..</span></em><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">although not as nice as tuesday with morrie..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">this book teaches us to forgive and forget..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">that there are 2 sides in every minor or major stories..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">and how to let go of emotions..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">and reach a state of void after being in heaven..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">the 5 persons u meet in heaven..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">are parts of your life..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">be it u noticed or know them in your life..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">they might even be someone who is in a different century / generation from u..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">but one thing for sure,</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">ur life is never the same w/o them..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">i dont want to say much about this book..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">because it's a thin book..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">and i finished reading in one day..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">so i believed u can finish reading if u want to..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">it's not an <em>easy</em> book to read..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">as in u might get bored after awhile if u r really not interested..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">but the meaning inside the book is there..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff6600;">it's no doubt another meaningful book by the author..</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-1795868981340350455?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-30893074411519385762008-05-22T18:10:00.005+08:002008-05-22T18:31:17.936+08:00<span style="color:#cc6600;">..::The.Guardian::..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc6600;">i said i'll be back today..<br />so here am i - back..<br /><br />recently i finished a book again..<br />The Guardian by Nicholas Sparks..<br />it's a suspend, thrilling &amp; love novel..<br /><br />why suspend and thrilling?<br />it's because there is this character who is crazy..<br />who is mentally unstable..<br />and highly intelligent yet highly dangerous..<br />he fall in love with the female character because she look alike to his ex-wife who died already.. 'cause he killed her..<br />he has a terrible childhood..<br />and he killed his parents too..<br />but the intelligent part is, he never get caught by the police..<br />or rather they are unable to find evidence against him..<br /><br />and over the years, he killed alot of people..<br />and even change his identity..<br />without letting others find out..<br /><br />this book make my blood pressure goes up..<br />imagine there is this kinda person ard me/us..<br />we're in a very dangerous position..<br /><br />this book is about when love became not just a romantic affairs..<br />but dangerous affairs..<br />about never underestimate a person intelligent..<br />and being too intelligent is dangerous too..<br />(<em>not that i don't know all these in the past..</em>)<br />but to be able to feel it in a book; is interesting..<br /><br />i think i really love the way Nicholas Sparks writes..<br />and of cause the story lines..<br /><br />I believe no matter how good your story lines is, if the way u write is boring.. then i will fall asleep or not so keen to read it whenever im free..<br /><br />For Nicholas Sparks' books..<br />until now..<br />i can only rem me forsaking my sleep just to read the book..<br /><br />-lol-</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-3089307441151938576?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-63086287435499784722008-05-22T12:09:00.002+08:002008-05-22T12:29:21.116+08:00forgotten to blog ytd..<br /><br />i cut my hair on tue..<br />now it's shoulder length..<br />alot shorter compared to my previous hair length..<br />feel weird.. but light &amp; good..<br />cause the weather is really warm nowadays..<br /><br /><em>hungry hungry...</em><br /><em>needa go have lunch soon..</em><br /><em>blog again later probably..</em><br /><em>overtime today =(</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-6308628743549978472?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-36131307641033908322008-05-21T16:42:00.003+08:002008-05-21T16:51:51.572+08:00<span style="color:#cc33cc;">sorry for the lack of blogging...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">long weekend...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and ytd im on half day off...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">watched 'what happens in vegas' on monday..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">it's very interesting..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and it's sooo funny..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">most impt-ly, apparently it managed to snap alina awake.. according to her blog..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">im glad for her..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">met sk's gf on monday..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">she is kinda shy..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">but 1st time meeting; that's natural..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">im sure we all can get along pretty well with her..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and seeing sk happy with her, it's good enough..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">been busy busy with work..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">ever since i came back from bangkok..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">like never ending de..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">-zzz-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">plus some conflicts colleagues have here n there,</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">making my day worsee....</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">sometimes, i don't know i shld cry or laugh..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">all i can say i give up on them le..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">-zzz-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and ive decided that i shall go study next year..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">probably at trentglobal.edu.sg </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">degree in facilities mgt..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">continue what i studied for dip..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and it's nt very ex either..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">get a degree for the sake of getting one..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">though i hope hope i can get into hotel mgt in SIM..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">will apply next year when they reopen for july intakes..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and cross my finger hoping i can get in..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">though damn ex..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and bank loan is damn high too..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">but nvm la.. just get a study loan lor..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">that's the best i can do..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">getting bored...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">getting sleepy...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">later meeting bee hwee for dinner...</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">how come i got the feeling she will talk abt financial planning stuffs?</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;">-lol-</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-3613130764103390832?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-40997761043126041062008-05-15T11:21:00.003+08:002008-05-15T11:27:23.929+08:00<p><object height="255" width="325"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/qpzIKiKJYp0&amp;hl=en"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/qpzIKiKJYp0&hl=en" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" width="325" height="255"></embed></object></p><p><em>this is one of my fav. zouk mambo song...</em></p><p><em>i like the dance step too but cant find a decent youtube...</em></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-4099776104312604106?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-45706747386349209332008-05-14T13:10:00.004+08:002008-05-14T15:36:05.781+08:00<span style="color:#00cccc;">..::Bangkok Trip::..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">as most of u know...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">i just came back from Bangkok!</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">the whole trip is actually my bday present for honey!</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">it's the first time both of us took a plane...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">it's of cuz the first time we been to bangkok...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">how is it for 2 dum dum person to travel together?</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">-lol-</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">well... no need worry la...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">we did not get into any deep trouble...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and i did tons of research before going over...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">plus we have a guide book &amp; language book...</span><br /><em><span style="color:#00cccc;">though not very helpful...</span></em><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">we've never been to budget terminal...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and seriously it's really look BUDGET!</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">instead of boarding the plane by entering via the passage way connected to the door or the plane, we have to board the plane by entering the 'plane carpark' area and climb up the steps to the plane door..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">i find it really cool sia...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">like your own private jet... lolx...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and guess what i did at the 'carpark'?</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">i tried taking a photo with honey..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and caused the security to scold us..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">as no photo taking is allowed at the carpark...</span><br /><em><span style="color:#00cccc;">damn</span></em><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">but the good thing is....</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">i took a shot!! with a plane behind!</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">though upset that we got scolded...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">i showed my super pleased face to honey...</span><br /><em><span style="color:#00cccc;">like a kid who manage to grab a sweet from the jar even though kanna caught...</span></em><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">so excited about the trip, we forgotten to off our hp which we left in the bag...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and honey lazy go take to off it...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">damn scared if the plane have any problem due to interference from our phones...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">lucky nth happened...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">-LOL-</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">i still can rem the feeling when the plane takes off and landed...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">it's so cool...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and the ear got struck!</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">-LOL-</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">though very tired...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">i managed to stay up and keep taking tons of photos from the small window...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">honey said im behaving like mountain turtle...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">but im mah... 1st time on plane leh...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">ive the rights to be a very childish-ing moutain turtle...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">im not going to keep my cool...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">-LOL-</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">when we reach e airport...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">we seriously dont know the procedure...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">of how we suppose to take our checked baggage...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and dont know where to go...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">so we followed the signs...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and walked a very long distance...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">so we asked the staff where to collect the baggage...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and she told us that we have to queue to chop our passport first before taking our baggage...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">-LOL-</span><br /><em><span style="color:#00cccc;">i think she feels that we asking stupid qns...</span></em><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">once we got out of the airport...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">we nearly die from SO MANY taxi drivers asking:</span><br /><em><span style="color:#00cccc;">"taxi?" "go where?" "which hotel?"</span></em><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and they really bugged us!</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and talk while walking!</span><br /><strong><span style="color:#00cccc;">DAMN SCARY!</span></strong><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">we asked the price of cab to our hotel...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and the first one said 960THB to the last one (which is the one we took) that said 500THB...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">we're really tired le...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and freak out...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">so we took the taxi...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">im like praying we won't be fetch to some ulu place instead of our hotel...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">Thanks God, we reached our hotel safe &amp; sound...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">oh... our hotel - Baiyoke Sky Hotel</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">we checked in but have a few hrs before we can collect the key..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">so we went walked ard with our bags..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and am pretty traumatise by all that i see...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">probably not used to it...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">unhygiene road side stalls...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">no fixed direction traffic...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">dirty floor... mud... water...</span><br /><em><span style="color:#00cccc;">it's such a wrong place to walk in the first place...</span></em><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">so we went back to the hotel to have our brunch...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">collect key...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">went back room...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and goes WOW WOW WOW...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">at the view of bangkok from lvl 40...</span><br /><em><span style="color:#00cccc;">and i took photo of cuz...</span></em><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">we went to shop around somemore...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and had dinner at Baiyoke Sky Restaurant - lvl 76...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">International buffet...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">this is honey's bday dinner...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">we nv eat at such high storey before...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">it's about 40+ per person but we got 50% off since we are guest...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">LOL...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">there are clowns performing and making balloons...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and also 'chefs' that perform with pots and works...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">-COOL-</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">honey bday 'cake' is very small...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">cause we r too full...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and i sang happy bday to him...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and the candle he blow off is the candle on our table...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">LOL...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and we were laughing all the way...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">We went to the sky gallery and took some photos too...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">2nd day</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">we took the hotel free shuttle bus to the town area...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and shop at wrong shopping malls...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">like paragon, siam discovery etc etc...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and missed shopping at MBK which have cheap stuffs...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">LOL...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">but we managed to see Hard Rock Cafe...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and bought a couple tee...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">=)</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">we intend to find a museum called Jim Thompson as stated in the guide...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">instead of taking cab...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">we took train and walk to the area...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">honey is my guide of cuz...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">im lousy with map...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">when we reached there after a long walk...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">we have the feeling of achievement!</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">at least for honey =)</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">we did not lost our way!</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">-LOL-</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and seriously, the place is ulu...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">plus... we did not went into the museum...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">we just take pics from outside...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">LOL...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">how adventurous can we be... lol...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">then we tried to find our way to bo bae market but got lost...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">ended up taking a cab...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">but when we reached there, the stalls are closing already...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">=(</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">so we went back to our hotel...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">had cup noodle cause im hungry...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">then shop around the areas there...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and decided to have mac for dinner!</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">we find the mcdonald with the thai greeting hand sign amusing...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">LOL...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">on the last day...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">everything was pretty rush...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">intended to go bo bae market...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">but ended up going bangkok <em>sim lim square...</em></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and then go MBK centre to walk walk...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">ALOT of faked branded...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">bought a necklace only...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and we went back already cause we gotta checked out...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">then we went to have some final and last min shopping at the areas near the hotel...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and off we went to the airport at 300THB...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">spent like 2hrs plus at the airport slacking...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">eating cup noodle... and 'satay'...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">lol...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">went shopping at DFS after checking in...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and spent the last 500THB on a small bear + an elephant soft toy...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">wanted to get a big bear but it costs 650THB...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">=(</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">it's funny that i sleep through the flight back to sg...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">hugging my 2 latest soft toys...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">lol...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">the flight back is at night and it's pretty much jerky...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">quite uncomfortable to sleep actually...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">lol...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">Enjoyed myself alot over there...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">but i know i will enjoy much more if i go again...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">at least wont be blur blur at bangkok again...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">lol...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">doubt honey enjoy more than me...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">'cause he doesnt like shopping...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">this is probably his longest shopping record...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">plus.. he doesn't like warm weather...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">and the temp there is like 39 degree!!</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">-LOL-</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">nevertheless, he have been a really good sport...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">looking forward to my next trip with honey...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">hopefully to hongkong... or taiwan...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">lol...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">i want langawi though..</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;">lol...</span><br /><span style="color:#00cccc;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#00cccc;">pictures are updated in facebook &amp; friendster..</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#00cccc;">but pisca web album have the entire photos (this needs an invitation from me then u can view.. just ask me for an invitation.. im happy to share my photos..)</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-4570674738634920933?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20860957.post-59421219432411701932008-05-13T13:24:00.001+08:002008-05-13T17:57:51.680+08:00<span style="color:#33cc00;">..::Our.New.Names.For.Each.Other::..</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">Honey recently like to call me <strong>AHole</strong>..</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">'cause im quite a pain in e a*s..</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">esp when i disturb him none stop..</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">-LOL-</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">it's not offendsive..</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">at least i dont take it to heart..</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">The night before we went bangkok..</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">we were playing around on the bus as usual..</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">snatching each other wallet..</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">Upon alighting, he crossed the road holding on to my wallet..</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">with hands on my hip, i pointed at him and demanding him to come over..</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">(<em>if im a passer-by, i'll probably think we're crazy</em>)</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">On losing end, i crossed over the road (since we're supposed to head that direction)..</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">While trying to snatching back my wallet,</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">i suddenly thought of a nick for him..</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">and that is.......</span><br /><strong><span style="color:#33cc00;">ManHole..</span></strong><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">-LOL-</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">it goes like:</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">Sta: Haha.. AHole..</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">Eva: im AHole and then u r... u r... ManHole?! Yah! You are such a dark &amp; smelly manhole.. HAHAHA! </span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">and we started laughing badly..</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">for quite some time..</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">ignoring the passer-by..</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">it's damn funny la..</span><br /><em><span style="color:#33cc00;">probably to us..</span></em><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">and im pretty pleased with myself for coming up with a english word with a terrible meaning..!</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">so the conclusion is.....</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">if im AHole - which is meant to shyt..</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">and he is ManHole - which is meant to contain the shyt..</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">then we are really a great combination!</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">-WAHAHAHA-</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">and so... this become our name for each other...</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">apart from this, we also recently started to love calling each other dum-dum..</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">or rather he called me that...</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">'cause im quite a DUMMY?!!</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">hes a dummy too! for loving a dummy!</span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">-LOL-</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20860957-5942121943241170193?l=ervinaparadise.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Evangelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09278747544010387721noreply@blogger.com0